junos moth cavern
Thread Topic: junos moth cavern
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but it’s still kind of weird though right i ?used to be able to be present in walmart without needing to be on edge the whole time just in case someone tries to do something evil. I still found it annoying and slightly overwhelming but that was it. like not even that long ago i think. everything that’s happened post-late 2024 has blurred together but like i’m telling you man something hasn’t been quite right since then…………….! Especialy not like ,this time last year Can we all agree that 2025 was a completely f---ED UP year for everyone . Like i don’t know anyone who had a good 2025 . Like do you get what i mean
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so that said i think it’s been a really 5/10 summer
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5/10 slightly leaning towards a 4/10 ,maybe towards a 6/10 on a good day. like nothing happened this year…..maybe my expectations are too high but i expected some real awesomeness after last years bulls---tery. i guess im not unhappy with how it’s going but im not really particularly pleased either . everything all the time feels 5/10. always
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so i got distracted but anyway i have tried to look this up and google dot com tells me Depression but i disagree. i think i know what that feels like,at least for myself……..this doesn’t feel like that.i don’t feel like s--- all the time i just feel “Mid”. depression has a very specific somatic(??bodily?) feeling to me. i remember it as a heaviness or sort of like tiredness……….you understand,none of that happens to me . walking around does not feel like trudging through honey like it did before….. it feels like normal walking….you understand
no but nowadays it’s more like i just don’t really care. people can ask me questions and i’ll respond but my hearts not in it!i don’t care that much.,,,,,,,even socializing with people i like feels like a chore most of the time .and i feel bad about it but it just doesn’t interest me at all. it’s just weird because i used to love talking to people i knew and i would spend hours with online friends just talking and having fun,but now i’m just kind of Ehhh. maybe you get what i’m talking about Or maybe i just sound like an a--hole maybe that could also be it -
the closest thing i could find was apathy but it sounded too much like a “diagnosis” to me so i will disregard it. there are still things i care about. i still am happy about things but it’s usually more short lived. the same was true when i was depressed (which is why i hesitated to call it what it was) but it feels More “muted” now Somehow i ,guess,
but also i don’t expect normal people to be happy all the time so………….this also could be normal and i am still Adjusting. I don’t know personally i cannot get my thoughts together right now ,there’s more to it but my point is i would know if it was anything serious . Google dot com stop trying to diagnose me with things -
what the f--- do not attemp the 'insomniacs gambit"Why do i think this will always work this has worked out for me three to fuor times out of the hundreds. This is f---ed.
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oh my god...............vinny vinesauce
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im so glad that red vox is actaually like really good because ui really enjoy listening to it but when i publicly say things about how much i enjoy it i start clamming up and getting sweaty cause it Yeahh ummm it,um.its youtuber music. By the you tuber. yeah and i.. listen to it too..........sorry............sorry......you can hit me if you want..........for listening to You Tuber music..................sorr.yy.................
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Vine sauce is ruining my life
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