Aight I might need help
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Thread Topic: Aight I might need help
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Been feeling gender dysphoria a lottttt lately, won’t go into detail, but been leaning more towards the non binary side? Hating certain things about my looks and stuff? Yada yada we all know all this s--- it’s happened to like ninety five percent of us on here.
Welllllllllllll
I decided to tell two, just two, of my irl friends about it……….. totally thinking that the fact that both of them were Christian was perfectly fine. Mistake. f---ING MISTAKE.
One of them was cool with it.
The other one said she was cool with it and is acting like she isn’t like acting weird around me like dude what changed she obviously isn’t ok with it-
Keeping in mind that before hand they only knew that I’m pan, they don’t know I’m Fluid- like I will tell them eventually, just not yet, especially not after this-
Well it just made me kinda upset and she started telling me THIS s---
SHE f---ING TOLD ME THAT IT WAS MY CHOICE AND IF I WANTED MY LIFE TO BE LIKE THAT I COULD
WELL
LITTLE a--hole DOESNT EVEN KNOW THE HALF OF-
It’s
Not
A
Fùcking
Choice
b----es
And now I’m flipping out and I thought we were friends and she’s over here heavily implying that I’m going to go to hell- I did flat out tell her eventually ‘screw this I’m goin to hell anyways’ which probably didn’t help my situation- and she’s saying that it’s a CHOICE when it’s NOT -
And I honestly don’t know what the f--- to do.
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‘screw this I’m goin to hell anyways’
The only thing I didn't say to my parents. Thought it really hard, though. -
I always thought it was a mental problem, like I mentally was anything but female, like- well- ninety percent of you know what I’m talking about
Ha
Now it is very much a physical problem and I’ve honestly been feeling it for a month or so- well over if you look into it- and the FIRST PERSON I TELL -
@Z3R0
M o o d -
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*Ghost Huggies* I'm so sorry your going through that! I hope you're doing alright, friendo :(
Gender dysphoria is a pain, especially since I'm still closeted to everyone except one of my friends. But hey, at least I got everyone here! If you need to talk, I'm here for you :]
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