Tremere Chantry

Thread Topic: Tremere Chantry

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    LuckyMe Advanced
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    LuckyMe Advanced
    A nightmare
    We were all running and there was gunfire
    There was a little girl and her mother
    Not to mention that boy and his family
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    LuckyMe Advanced
    I have a fear of corpses
    Even dead bugs
    I'll let a living beetle crawl on my open palm all day but I won't go near a dead one
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    LuckyMe Advanced
    Funerals are so freaky. Everyone in the same room as a corpse. I can't get used to it. I touched my dead grandmother's hand and I can't get that terror out of my head. I touched a dead body. It freaks me out.

    A lot of it is just the intrusive thoughts that come with seeing corpses irl. But I also saw my gramma, the one my middle name honours, being wheeled out of the house the morning she died. Her feet looked so cold. They were blue. She had been dead since maybe 3 am and none of us knew. I was just in the other room. Next to a dead body. She was also one of the only people I could trust. One of the only people I felt safe with as a kid. Losing her was devastating. I was 12 I think. That did a number on my psyche for sure
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    LuckyMe Advanced
    TOAST
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    LuckyMe Advanced
    I keep thinking about something that happened in my dream, and I want to write about it, but I wonder if posting creative writing in one's own thread is considered cringy or if it would make me look dumb?
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    LuckyMe Advanced


    wives
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    LuckyMe Advanced
    redownloading reshade has made my game look so much better
    I'm glad I actually put the effort into learning how to use it this time
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    LuckyMe Advanced
    I shouldn't have let all those death videos autoplay before sleeping. Mutilated corpses often star in my nightmares and now my head is full of bad images.
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    LuckyMe Advanced
    My old therapist made me make an imaginary box to lock those things in
    That works somewhat
    Do you guys have imaginary boxes?
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    The Actual Boss Advanced
    Mutilated corpses? Freaky, man. U good?
    and yes, if you can call my imagination an imaginary box. Things go in and sometimes never go out.
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    LuckyMe Advanced
    If I think about the contents I puke
    I had to stay home from school once
    That box is full of all my nightmares. The bad ones
    I try not to think about them in detail but rogue images pop up every now and then
    They're hard to get rid of
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    The Actual Boss Advanced
    I know its not easy but try to distract with funny/lighthearted topics
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    LuckyMe Advanced
    sorry i wasn't refreshing the pages
    I'm okay now, I appreciate you trying to help :)
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    LuckyMe Advanced
    watching videos/tv helps
    it's just that the intrusive thoughts cloud my head sometimes and I get sucked into a spiral of negativity
    sometimes it's hard to shake myself out of

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