Loo Loo Land
- Locked by Hephaestuschild on May 6, '22 4:38pmReason: Bazongas
Thread Topic: Loo Loo Land
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Come into the dark
Cause we got pretty pills
For broken hearts
That numb the feeling
Cause when I run the poison through my veins
I don't mind the voices in my brain
So take me down with you -
I want to drown but not in a die kind of way, in a smothered in something so I can't feel or think kind of way.
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I don't feel safe.
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If I talk about it I'm even less safe. I don't want to put my feelings on display and be judged if they're valid anymore. I don't care.
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I haven't felt okay in days but I can't even figure out how to express that.
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It doesn't matter how I feel, though. I'm not suffering enough to matter.
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My emotions are invalid because my pain isn't enough.
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I want to care about my friends but I'm scared that I'll be stuck to some standard I can't uphold so I just avoid everyone.
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If I try, and I'm disappointed, I know I'll break.
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But I want to try. But it's safer in here, alone.
I'm the edgy one, now, I guess. -
I'm making plans for the future knowing fully that I'll disappoint literally everyone.
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My friends. My partner.
I can't even keep myself happy. -
I was safer trapped in my room alone. At least then I couldn't let anyone down. I could of logged off then and no one would of noticed.
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I could spiral and it wouldn't matter. I couldn't scare anyone. I couldn't annoy anyone with my emotions.
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I'm an inconvenience.
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