I hated the time when I was so happy to be on BW, and someone messaged me. They called me out for copying things, publicly. They were trying to destroy everything about me. I spent so long trying to fix my mistake and it still wasn’t good enough. I spent months trying to gain back trust, and even longer trying to fix my reputation.
She completely broke my trust, and I struggled so hard to regain it. Finding people that wouldn’t tell my secrets, and learning that I could trust people again.
That was 2 years ago, and I was all better until a few days ago.
When another person messaged me, telling me that I copied everything from her discord server. I was really confused, trying to understand what she meant. Cleo and I were making a server, it was innocent.
But she called us out. Telling us that she would hurt us emotionally if we didn’t change it.
Then, Cleo and I talked to eachother and decided to remodel the server, fixing whatever we needed. We invited people to help, and one of them told Kira that we had copied her and another server. I got DMs from 2 people this time, one from Mooni that was telling me that it wasn’t okay and that we couldn’t copy things from servers. Viv had looked at all of the past message history and told Kira all about our ideas.
Mooni was understanding and encouraged us to make up a whole new server, one where people wouldn’t hurt us. But Kira took it to a whole new level, threatening us and using really harsh words. I was shaking so much, trying to stay still.