Bruh, I feel you on that. But that's good that you're making sure everything is in order despite being all over the place!
I'm starting to feel drained lol I think with all the writing and then trying to help my friend with her personal issues and the weekly devil himself about to show up, I've begun to close myself off from everyone for a bit
oh yeah! if there’s one thing i learned when i was in high school, it’s definitely that i gotta be able to support myself.
don’t be shy to put yourself first! okay same on the devil showing,, i get so dysphoric when it creeps up and i get hella cramps so i would be upset either way LMAO do some good old fashioned self care ✨
Yeah, that's true. I think it's just hard for me to do that sometimes though especially in this scenario because okay, she's been having issues for a couple years now, and earlier this year, I did kind of snap and was basically like "you need to stop living in the past and dwelling on things because that's only going to make you worse and you need to break out of this cycle and learn that not everyone is the same and you need to be more independent" and I do think she has gotten better since then, but I don't know if it's just cause she's not telling me things anymore though, you know? And she has been going to therapy but now she really can't because of the virus and she also lives six hours away from me, so I haven't seen her in person in about three years. But yeah, I do think it's probably just bad timing because my pms likes to give me headaches and make me annoyed at everyone before the naseau and cramps hits lmao I'm gonna be dying in a couple days. And this is gonna sound really weird but it's so nice to hear that you get bad periods too because I'm literally the only one in my family and circle of friends who's dying and throwing up and fainting when on their period. It's nice to have someone relate lmao