for all my life, i've done my chores and kept the house clean, my room can get messy but never for long. i hate that i do so much around the house and just get yelled at. i have been trying to be more responsible, but that's personal responsibility. i'm trying to wake up more consistently, go to sleep at 12, s--- like that. that's me being accountable for the aspects of my life, trying to take care of myself while still keeping up with cleaning and all i get os f---ing yelled at?!?!