By land, by sea, by dirigible
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Thread Topic: By land, by sea, by dirigible
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      incredibly irritating
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      I need to get out of bed
I have to
Clean my room
Clean the bathroom
Bathe athena
Dye my hair
Bathe myself
I thought I had more time but I don't have as much as I thought, Jake's gonna get off earlier than he predicted
Hnnnn
I just dont have the energy
I just wanna sleep - 
    
      
      The world is gonna end soon.
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      duh
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      :( i keep having dreams about it
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      Or nightmares ig
I hope tonight sleeping next to jacob
I wont have any - 
    
      
      i didn't but now hes doing a move to Savannah and i won't see him till Wednesday at least and im sad
Also my stomach hurts and I'm a liiiittle depressed but it's okay
I wonder who i close with
Please be ashley, please me ashley - 
    
      
      Its carrie ann which isn't too bad
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      Need to get up and eat or get up and get ready for work
Kinda dont want to do either - 
    
      
      Whys my stomach hurt so f---ing bad
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      Kinda getting myself worked up over things i can't change, if I'm not careful I'll cause myself to go off the deep end and I don't wanna struggle with that at work
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      Freaking out pretty bad
Kinda hard to breathe but I'm trying to keep in under control
I'm safe, until I start driving anyways, but I'll just be careful and drive slow and it'll be fine
It'll be totaaally fine - 
    
      
      I really miss him :( kinda selfishly glad he's nit going on another interstate move
I need to get up if I'm going to eat before work. And I need to eat before work. I always get sick if I dont.
I feel like I'm on the verge of an episode. I keep having panic attacks, I had a really bad one in the shower last night, I'm not sure what's wrong with me.
I keep slipping up snd forgetting to take my medication. I know I need to.. But even when I have alarms set I don't. Maybe it's some form of subconscious self sabotage. - 
    
      
      I feel sick all the time :/
Ok i gotta get up now 
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