By land, by sea, by dirigible
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Thread Topic: By land, by sea, by dirigible
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I should talk to him
I am going to
Bc i want to be happy with him and I can't with all of this on my mind -
I know the only thing that really is gonna help is therapy
I just wish it were easier to access that -
self help just aint enough
i feel so f---ed up inside
at least im not using hard s--- -
one day I'll be better than I am tonight and it'll be longer then just a day
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There's no way
I am gonna wait a few days to pick up a test
A few days late is nothing to worry about. -
I have nothing to worry about
Yet im still obsessing
As. Always. -
I still pray for you
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Anyways.
I am still feeling sick so that cod be whyyy.
Of course I'm cramping now soo i could be in the clear -
I need to eat something and clean my room
Buuuut im feeling particularly lazy -
i miss my mom being a mother
I could use a mother rn -
I felt like we had unfinished business
I know i tend to see things wrong in my head
I fooled myself into thinking that I exaggerated our friendship.
Maybe it wasnt as one-sided as I thought
Or maybe im setting myself up to get played again -
Love that my brain goes from worrying about one thing to overthinking another
It's like an endless rollarcoaster of suffering -
Tip: You can suck my d---
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Last night i asked her if i exaggerated our friendship in my head and she said no. We were best friends. And she missed me too.
God i f---ing missed her so muuuch
I'm glad i went to that party, I'm glad we had a drunken heart-to-heart
Things are looking gooooood -
Annnnnnd im gonna kill myself
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