Hey! You are worthy. You’ll find the right person, trust me, you’re amazing and you deserve so much. You’re encouraging, you’re funny, you’re creative and you’re one of my closest friends.
You doubt yourself, but trust me, you’re amazing!
Something you need to remember is that sometimes, someone won't think that you're worthy. But that doesn't define your character, and you can't let yourself dwell on it. What isn't considered worthy to one person will end up being your best qualities to someone else.
I know it really hurts, but please, remind yourself that you can't force someone to like you. All you can do is like yourself and wait until the moment is right. You are definitely "worthy" of both love and friendship.
I feel many of the things that you do, btw. (I glanced through the pages I've missed since I was offline most of this week.)
I know this is the last thing you want to hear, but people fall apart sometimes. It's even worse when it's someone you love to talk to. Your best bet is to let this person know how you feel. Tell them that you'd like to talk more. Tell them that you value their presence in your life. Being honest is the best way to incite change. But remember that if they willingly choose to ignore your efforts (or, make you feel bad for pointing out your emotions), they aren't worth it. I made the mistake of chasing after someone who had lost interest in me, and I brought myself immense grief and stress. Please make sure that the people you surround yourself with are healthy and are raising you up rather than holding you down.
I just wanted to remind you, that I’m quite frequently on the discord and on watt pad, so if you want to vent privately or just talk I’ll be there, and I’ll tell you if I think I’ll be unavailable for a time,