You should be grateful. Living itself can be so difficult. I don't know your past or anything, but all that matters is that you're doing good. Also I'm really happy that medicine is working for you I just didn't post it in the thread.
the only three artists I even listen to recently are Post Malone, Joji, and Daoko
my spotify is literally 80% those three artists
then like 10% random 70s and 80s R&B s--- and the rest idefk my music taste has no consistency