I usually am always trying to sleep. But I do have quite the reaction with bees/hornets/wasps/yellowjackets or anything with a stinger. Do you have anything that makes you freak out when you see/hear/think of it?
I have anxiety when I try to sew, but it's honestly pretty tame. The real issues are medical needles, like it's so bad i refuse to let my grandma leave when they do vaccinations because i need her to hold my hand and calm me down
I've never met someone besides me who bursts into tears/on the verge of tears when there is a bee in sight. It's like my body shuts down because I lose all sense of everything. I walked into a dirt road with a moving tractor on it last year because I was so focused on getting away from the hornets. We were apple picking, and I almost cried the second I heard one, they were everywhere and I had the feeling of them crawling on me ever since I saw the first one, I still felt the sensation of them crawling on me when I got home and had to take a shower to calm myself down
yes grandma I know chewing on the inside of my cheeks is really bad and that I should stop before more bump things appear but ive had the bumpy thing on that spot since as long as I can remember and its a fidget for my mouth and helps me keep focus and stuff