all of my wishes, just as i had pictured them
- Locked by Br0wnieBunny on Jan 2, '19 11:40pmReason: .
Thread Topic: all of my wishes, just as i had pictured them
-
new personal thread.
-
my only new year's resolution is to be happy and healthy, and i hope the same for everyone i love. i won't place any expectations on myself, i won't push myself too hard, i won't be hard on myself anymore.
-
i've noticed that i've always put so much pressure and stress on myself for everything, just to get everything right, but it caused my mental state to deteriorate. i want this year to be a year for me to continue working hard, but not to the point of exhaustion, depression, and thoughts / actions of harming myself.
-
my new profile picture is my own photography! i think i'm getting better. photography is a recent passion of mine.
-
that's another new year's resolution i forgot to mension. i want to work towards being happy and finding new interests and making new friends.
-
wow. mension. *mention
-
ass eating. ha.
-
happy new year š
-
ghey
-
ghey? yes.
dick? out.
acne? gone.
crops? watered.
wig? snatched.
depression? gone.
hotel? trivago. -
can't sleep. i have to be up at 7. lol.
-
i know this is going to sound crazy and even a little selfish, but here it goes.
why aren't people who want to die allowed to kill themselves? i've always held it against the suicidal people until i became suicidal myself. when they're caught, they're put in a facility where all their privacy is invaded. which, i understand, is to make sure they don't hurt themselves again, but if someone truly, undeniably wants to die, forcing them to live when they have no will to is kind of, idk, f---ed? like i get the idea that they need to give live a second chance and that life is ~beautiful~ and all that, but if someone is that depressed, it's really hard to get through to them. i just don't think it's entirely fair. i've been suicidal and i never thought it was fair that i had to take medicine and had to go to therapy or else i would be locked up and watched for uncomfortably long amounts of time, and that i could never be alone, even when i wasnt thinking of harming myself at that time. -
Yeah
-
it ended up kind of? working for me. i still struggle, though not as bad as when i didn't seek any help. but for some, nothing works. i just feel bad for the people who have to suffer like that. yeah, it sucks when there's family and friends left behind. but the person who killed themselves isn't entirely at fault. mental illness and trauma are huge factors. i guess i just don't like it when the victims are blamed. i know this is littered with typos because i'm tired, but i hope you guys understand anyway.
-
This is a great point
This thread is locked, therefore no new posts can be made.