I had a group of friends over
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Thread Topic: I had a group of friends over
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We did a lot of venting and storytelling. As it got closer to nighttime, we played truth or dare and build a fort as if we were middle schoolers again. Everyone fell asleep snickering and laughing.
I'm currently awake at 4:38 AM. I took down the fort because I recognized that it had fallen once or twice and was a potential for health hazard. I went around the room, picking up cups and plates and throwing them away. I picked up phones and plugged them in so their parents wouldn't yell at them for letting their phones die.
I wish this would last longer, but I know it won't. And that kind of makes me sad, you know? I'm always so alone. I'm on anxiety and depression medication. Low dosage. Doesn't really work all the time, like right now. Kind of awkward. If they were all awake right now, I'd be sitting on my phone avoiding conversation because that's just who I am.
But anyway. I figured that I'd let you guys know how I'm doing, since for once, I'm calm... and I actually had something to share. -
While I'm thinking about it, there's something else I want to say.
I know one of you spammed my Ask.fm inbox with hate mail. I just hope you know it ended up making me take better care of myself.
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