Another goodbye

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Thread Topic: Another goodbye

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    Nialler34 Senior
    I know Ive said this many times before but I feel like this is it. I know I used to say that thinking about older users made me super sad and I missed the old days but honestly f--- that. I think whenever I used to say that a part of me wished they would come back. But Im so happy they didnt and I super happy that I finally am not on GTQ every night. Like even when I would say I would leave, Id be stalking every night. And thats no way to live. Waiting for internet strangers to talk to me. I dunno. I can think of a few people who Id like to think I made genuine friendships with. I hope you guys do well.

    Not that Im not thankful for everything GTQ did for younger me. GTQ was a crucial part of my life, but unfortunately it was also the darkest part of my young life. I remember meeting a boy back here in 2012. He changed my life. And I honestly hate him and every moment of our 5 years of friendship. But I wouldnt change it. Its because of him that Im the person I am today. Idk GTQ taught me a lot of things that I didnt learn about irl. Like toxic friendships and relationships. The importance of mental health and self care. The previously mentioned boy was not the only person who Im thankful made it into my life. There are several more. And Im super thankful.

    I used to think about some of you guys every day and now its every once in a while. And Im happy for myself. I hope some of you younger members figure out what I have from this site.

    I could honestly say a million more things but I think the people who Id want to see this, will never see it because theyre long gone. Ill privably check this thread and the forums a few more times before I completely stop checking so if anyone has anything to say or has a genuine interet in staying in touch, feel free to say something.

    Uhh bye GTQ. You were too good to me.
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    Nialler34 Senior
    I can see myself checking in this in a few months or a year, who knows? But if future Nialler is looking at this, dont make any more posts. Just dont. Youre not 11 anymore and its not worth it. Youre probably bored and procrastinating. Leave. Haha. <3
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    What you said is really true. A lot of people aren't coming back. I've even stopped wanting to see a few again because they last talked to me when I was 13. I've changed a lot since then. I don't even know if I was really friends with some of them anyway.

    I should get going myself.

    I feel like we both had a good run on this site, y'know? I don't know if you'd wanna stay in contact with me. I'm really bad at keeping in contact because I'm scared of talking to people. Haha, I know I said I'd leave before too, but seeing someone from my era leaving gives me some motivation.
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    Nialler34 Senior
    Thats exactly how I feel. Ya know, considering its been forever since I stopped talking to people, Ive really questioned if I was actually friends with people and if we even had genuine conversations. I dont know. Maybe because its been so long since I felt the connection and friendship with certain people all of those feelings have drifted.

    Id love to stay in contact with you. Ive literally known you since day one. And if you ever decide you want to leave, you can definitely talk to me anytime and if you need support with leaving, Ill be there. I know personally one of the reasons I kept coming back is because I wanted to talk to someone, and really just wanted attention and the feeling of someone being there. Any kind of way you want to stay in touch, Id gladly do it. And even if you dont want to officially leave and want to stay and contact and talk sometimes, thats perfectly fine.
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    Alrighty. I'll leave my email here then :)

    harpuiavs.zero @ gmail

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