If he likes me so much, why does he give more time and attention to other people? I don't get it. He spent like half the night talking to S and then finally approached me. And then wouldn't stop touching me :( dhdjdjsbdj don't touch me when I'm upset at you.
Yo it's weird pretending to be friendly and outgoing.
Ok actually I am friendly, but the outgoing part, not so much.
And I wonder who else got called back after their interview o.o
We'll see. That one guy ahead of me seemed pretty chipper. The guy behind me seemed quiet and nervous, but I wished him good luck.
Bc if I end up working with any of these guys, it's better to make friends early right?
Oh well now I know why he's been holding back, being so aloof from me. Because he doesn't think he's right for me :( he likes me so so much, but doesn't want to make me be with him if he doesn't make me happy, and he's convinced he doesn't.
I dont know what to do