Xbshdjdudixhssb he's just giving me a bunch of one liner, boring responses. Hard to remind myself to have patience and not nag him. He's busy all day, he's tired. So what if he doesn't feel like talking to me yeesh. Idk want to be the kind of gf that wouldn't stop poking. He can talk to me if he wants to, got it Jaz?
I wish H could see that B doesn't like her. Then B might actually be able to be friends with her, if she would just let him. He really needs good people for friends... And I get it, that's why I'm trying to be friends with him. Poor guy always seems so dead inside. And he just reminds me so much of myself. Things that I've felt, thoughts that I've had. And it's not like I want to be friends with him just bc I pity him. Not at all. He's someone who actually would buy you something when you're sick just to cheer you up, or stay up until 3 am to talk to you on the phone so you can just rant to him, or someone who wouldn't hesitate to be there for you. Always checking to make sure you're comfortable with anything he does. He'd make a great friend, if people would give him a chance and try to understand.
So I guess when R and D started accusing me, and accusing him for being friends, yeah I did flip out. Slammed a car door in their faces. They just had to go ahead and assume he had asked me out, and that he had no respect for girls. 1) That's not true. 2) You can't just assume things based off of rumors from other people. 3) You're both younger than me, and minors, and honestly I appreciate both of your opinions, but you really can't try to be my dads. Sick of people criticizing me based off of who I spend time with. And people just judging me based on rumors. Actually get to know B, please.
And then M and I are sometimes as close as ever.... And then sometimes I feel like it's a struggle just to get him to talk to me :/
It's so so backwards. And I don't understand. And I've brought it to his attention, but still he hasn't changed at all. I don't know what else to do. He'll say he's just busy or tired, but I know he puts in effort to talking with S, the girl I introduced him too, the girl he would rather give his attention to. But when I confronted him about that, he kept reassuring me that I was the one who made him happy, not her, so why??? If you say you prefer me, why don't I see that?