Left alone in the dark,
nobody knows who you are.
Engulfed by the glow of the stars,
I see the smoke from afar.
Did I lose control of the car?
Is this real life?
Is this what a delusion feels like?
Am I comatose or awake?
Did I take a dose or an 8?
Did I see a ghost apparate that provoked me to say:
"I remember nights that you kept me up for,
fell down when you hit the front door.
Fire in your eyes at the thought of one more
and I'm not sure what you hit me up for this time.
I remember days that we couldn't head back.
Burned slow, but the fire spread fast.
Dilated eyes when your temper gets black,
I was steadfast."