Yep, pretty sure he sees me as just one of the guys.
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Thread Topic: Yep, pretty sure he sees me as just one of the guys.
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He called me "man" and has said "bro" before, and I'm strangely okay with just being friends, even if we are like thousands of miles away.
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But I've also been reading the tarot cards (because this is what I do), and I usually just spread them out face down and pick three for past, present, and future, and I did this like fifteen times and each of them said that we were close in the past, and that now it's kind of strained and just barely hanging in there, and the future said that we'd be close again, and I even got a card that is about marriage a couple times.
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Like seriously, I just got the Hierophant card again.
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It's probably time to put the cards away now....
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Nope, not okay with it anymore. I don't know why I'm acting like this. First day I couldn't stop thinking about him, second day I got over that because I texted him and was like "Yep, he just sees me as a friend, plus I'm pretty sure he still has a girlfriend, and I'm like five states away, so it doesn't even matter. This was stupid." And then that kind of rolled over to the third day, and now I'm like "shoot, what the heck is happening?!" Because the first day feelings have came back, and now I kinda want to text him about how I use to have a crush on him, but I know that if I do that then he'll probably just say that he always saw me as a friend, and then there I go: I ruined the friendship.
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Yeah, he screwed me up.
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Like my heart is betraying me right now, and I can't get it be logical.
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I'm probably going to start crying again.
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I don't know, maybe it'll work itself out, maybe it won't. But I do know one thing: I definitely can't text him for at least a couple of months.
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READING THROUGH OLD MESSAGES IS NOT HELPING!!!!
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But the worst part is that I actually want him to be happy and I want him to be with whomever makes him happy, which most likely isn't me because he most likely sees me as a bro, and I want to be selfish just this once, but I can't.
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But at least I didn't cry.
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.... I don't know if people are stalking this, or just ignoring me.
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*sigh* I understand the feeling, actually...
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Still can't stop thinking about him.
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