|Crybaby|
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My fabeoruite songs by her are Mad hatter , Tag your it , Mrs potato head and dollhouse.
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I absolutely adore Melanie Martinez. -
I can't do this anymore.
I'm so f---ing stressed beyond compare. My eyes hurt because I've been crying like a little b---- and my ears hurt because I've been hearing voices an it's driving me f---ing insane. Sometimes, I want to run away and never come back. I don't like arguing and fighting and hurting people. I'm just the retarded child who drags everyone down because I rely on others all the f---ing time.
I'm tired of my sister degrading me and making me feel like a mistake. I'm tired of all the people bullying me. I'm tired of hurting inside. I'm tired of pretending to be someone I'm not. I'm tired of being tired of everything.
This world wasn't made for me. I'm something that you could pick up from the store and discard just as quickly.
I don't like when others help me because I've never had a f---ing person who actually listens instead of calling me an ignorant s---.
I can't sleep because I carry so much guilt and regret. I can't shower because I don't like looking at the scars I've made.
I'm hurting deep down and it won't stop. I want it to stop. Can I disappear? I wish I could. I'm the epitome of what a person shouldn't be. Who even likes me? I have no talent, I'm socially awkward, I'm a goddamn psycho, I'm rude, I'm arrogant and I have nothing special about me.
I wish I could leave it all and live somewhere where I can finally rest in peace and not be bothered by the world.
The worst thing that's happened besides Lily death's is the fact that my best friend has moved away to Italy. I'm never going to see her every again. Before she left, we drew matching puzzle pieces on our wrists. Now that she's gone, I don't have the other piece to complete me.
I'm alone.
It's okay if you guys want to laugh and make fun of me. I'll just laugh through my tears and laugh with you. -
I'm sorry you feel this way
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Honey, you cant leave. To be honest, you make a difference in peoples lives. You have become a hero a lost little girl. Who will be unnamed even though a lot of people know who it is. What is your talent? Your talent is being you.. A great guy, a great father. Yes, you have your off days. And, bullies? Bullies ate just people who dont actually have lives. They are people who aren't any better than the next, they're worse. No one is perfect. No one is terrible. Everyone is equal when it comes to this. We all have our off days.
Some more than others.
That doesn't mean you don't belong. You belong in a special place. (NOT a mental asylum) I understand what it feels like when you're crying alot... When you feel regret... When you even hear voices. You aren't a bad person. You're actually a great one.
I really don't think this will help but you are honestly YOU are my favorite person. Its not because you treat me like family
But its because you have helped me in the past. You have a made an impact on my life. A GREAT IMPACT. Please don't think suicide is the answer. Like many people have said before, it isn't even close to worth it. You aren't running away from pain. You're causing more by it.. It doesn't help. You wont escape pain like that. You just have to see how the future runs for you. You just need something to look forward too. If you don't then you need to find something. Everyone has a purpose in life. Everyone is different. No one is a jolly, happy person. Happy isn't all so true. Everton has that off day In life. Please don't let this throw you away. You are wanted. You are needed.
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