Reds Emotions
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Thread Topic: Reds Emotions
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The lies that spread from coast to coast, the hurtful things that provoke my mind, people tend to ask why. My body cries for the chance to fly, my heart aches for the change just a chance to prove myself unique, but maybe my mind is bleak, bleeding of the constent beatings, my body lies dead, somewhere beyond legends peak, but only true fate can seek.
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Hey you, yeah you. Your the one hiding in the girls bathroom during class, slitting your wrists like someone sculpting a mask. Your parents threw you into a mental house, well maybe its the best thing for you. Your put on meds from A to Z , you bleed harder, more thicker than you did before, some people think your dead, a zombie, as if! You can't hold your drinks without shaking, your heart races faster than an zeebra. Your closer to death with every waking day, your eyes are shifting to a different shade of grey. Here lies the helpless soul, the one who couldn't be saved, I wounded what lead her to be so incrazed.
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You believe that if you can't do something, make someone happy, you think your useless. People say you'll never admit to anything, that you'll die at the age 15 because you'll kill your self, well what if you come to know that every word someone tells you is true, then what will you do? So leaving you with that thought, your own life depends on how you come to see there harsh and negitve words, this isnt something at should be taken lightly. You choose your path and see what becomes of it.
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No matter what people tell you, you should always remember your beautiful and you can do incredible thing its all in a matter of time. So don't give up, keep on trying because I believe in you and I will be here to support you and what ever disicion you make. You don't have to try hard to make others happy, you should be focused on making yourself happy, because when your happy other will be happy too, like me. I'm happy only when your happy, if your sad, of course I'm going to try my best to make you happy because you being happy makes me happy. I love making you happy, it brings me joy to see you smile, when you smile its like the sun is shining bright in my head. So don't try ever give up, and just remember your beautiful and I love you.
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Hey kyle, its me again. Life is really bad for me again, im so sorry, i wish you where here to tell me what to do next, im so lost, please, i need you. My thoughts are screaming and i dont know what to do, please tell me what to do, please im begging you. I miss you kyle.
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Happy 19th birthday Eli. I miss you. Say "hi" to xander for me and Grey.
R.I.P ALEXANDER MATHEW ELI ASHTON THE 3RD. -
What happened to him?
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He died?
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He hung himself on his ceiling fan.
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Family-
Family are the ones who are always there to pick you back up. There always there when your down and they will always be there. My experiences with family have been great, my family has always been there when I needed then the most. If your reading this go appreciate your family, go love them because they love you- Red. -
Can I talk to you, please?
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Have you ever felt like you never belonged in this world or any world. Well yeah I feel like that 24/7, 7 days a week. Every morning I wake up think "why in the hell am I here, why am I alive" well I got to think and I've came up with this.
Im not alive, I mean how can u be alive if your not living. I have never been alive and no matter how many people try to convince me, I'm not going to listen, because all there doing is hoping I listen to there class A bull crap, but they thought wrong, you thought wrong. -
This god forsaken planet as come to an end, so I'm just you know give up, its the only thing that makes any god dayum since.
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I mean who gives a fck about my expectations or my responablilties or even life its self. So let's just give up, no one cares anyway so why should I.
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Dear reader
I leave you with my heart and soul. However there is just on thing I think you should know before we go any farther. My heart is broken and my soul is withered, don't mind the endless decay that has grown it's self apon it. Don't mind the endless tares and rips that have sown them self's on it. Please keep in mind that I'm intrusting you with what's left of my exsitence, please always remember what my heart and soul has kept inside and treat it with care, for it is what's left of me.
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