I had a very.... dream... umm...
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Thread Topic: I had a very.... dream... umm...
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Look....I just.... I am so sick of feeling so empty and broken and purposeless.
I actually wholeheartedly believe that I am worthless and useless and..... I do...
It really does hurt me when you call me beautiful or say you love me because I can't even love myself and I don't think I am even slightly pretty and.... it feels like you are lying to me constantly and I can't see things from your point of view and I keep trying to protect myself and tell myself it is all you because I don't want to believe I am anything but nothing. -
And how can I help with that? Because I'm not going to tell you that you are or aren't something if it isn't true. Think of it this way, why would I lie to you of all people? Like, if you can't trust me then no one can.
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I am not sure... just keep going on like we are and if it ever becomes too much IL tell you.
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...Are you really sure about that, Savannah?
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Mhmm. I can't fix this now.... I can't go on without you... no other alternatives..
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Okay, Savannah.
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*sigh* sorry...
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I don't know what to say, this time....
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Oh...
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Again, sorry...
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It's okay...
Should you be sleeping? -
Nah, my parents are still awake so I can be too. usually on nights when they're up at this hour they end up staying up til like 3 or 4, in which case I ask to do an all-nighter.
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Oh, okay.
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For some reason I can't explain
Once you'd gone there was never
Never an honest word
And that was when I ruled the world......
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Alex. Help. I need to get that off of repeat. -
Viva la Vida, eh? Maybe Radioactive, or Runaway or something by 3DD?
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