If I wasn't here tomorrow
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Thread Topic: If I wasn't here tomorrow
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I know I'm a mess and I wanna be someone
Someone that I like better
I can never forget
So don't remind me of it forever
*sigh* it would've lasted forever had her parents actually cared...but of course not...just my s---ty luck...I miss her so much... -
I dont sleep
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Oh who do you miss?
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Meh
You of all people should know that. -
What do you mean? How should I know that? I dont stalk you 24/7
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*squeezes you tightly* listen, you are loved and wanted. You have to remember that the past is over. You have to move forward no matter how difficult it is. Believe me, I know how hard getting over these sorts of thing so can be, but you can't let it depress you. You need to take initiative...
I'm sorry, I wish I could help more but I don't know how to... just know that I believe in you and that I want you to overcome this. -
Yeah but you sure heard me talk about her a lot.
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Pretty hard Savannah. Losing someone, you love so much it almost hurts on its own, in the worst of ways and then being reminded of it every day isn't an easy thing... -
She isn't gone. She is just remiss from your presence. If you really love her and you were meant for each other then you will know and you will find each other again. For now, you need to stop dwelling on it and let life move forward until your paths cross again.
And umm... I just wanted to apologize for burdening you with my feelings. I shouldn't be telling you things and dwelling on them when they interfere with your life like this. I really am sorry and I just wanted to let you know that you don't have to feel any obligation or worry about it at all of you already do. I just need to finish building my barriers against these sorts of things and I'll be alright. Again, I am really sorry I am so obsessive over these stupid things. (This isn't about my school drama or rl problems btw) -
That can't happen though...you didn't get the email I did...
Savannah, you don't need to apologize. ..it's no burden. .. -
Show me. And don't say you can't bear it because you can.
It's not that, exactly. It just that is isn't fair for me to confess feelings for you when you are still dealing with heartbreak. It isn't right and I'm sorry. -
I...I can't. ..going through all my emails to find it...I won't be able to even get that far back...
You need to talk about yours just like I have to mine... -
Alex. Please.
No I don't. I just being selfish. -
No...
Yes you do, that'd be like me keeping myself from talking about how much I miss Alli, That'd eat at my insides until I'd just go freaking insane... -
*siggggghhhh*
Is that you assuming how I feel? How do you know that is the same? Maybe I'm just being the stupid hectic idiot I always am. Maybe I'm just unstsble. Maybe I just say it to get ton your nerves.
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