hey hey seth if you're on or anybody really
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Thread Topic: hey hey seth if you're on or anybody really
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but if it's any inconvenience please don't worry i'm just a little stressed i absolutelyy don't want to be a bother
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I AM HERE YES
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okay sorry thank you thank you idk is it okay if I rant or will it bother you?
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Rant darling, of course it's okay. Do what you need to do. I'll listen.
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okay thank you so much I just
I've been so stressed lately, I'm fairly confident thatmy depression is gone, but I've been really on edge and jumpy and panic attacks have been more and more frequent and it's just hard to deal with
and my f---ing "friend" is texting me everyday about how she wants to kill herself bc she can't meet f---ing Harry Styles and when you're trying to get over depression it's really frustrating to have someone constantly pretend to be sufferingover stupid s--- like that
but at the same time I'm so afraid to lose my temper I feel like such a mean person in general and I don't wanna make things worse
and I want so badly to ask Sammy if what we have is real and romantic because I really love her but I don't want to make her uncomfortable and when I'm panickingg like this all i really wanna do is talk to her but I feel like such a burden
and i feel like i'm so so undeserving of her, it's my fault we can't meet or f---ing text without my parents breathing down my back and i want to ask her why the f--- she can stand to say she loves me but I don't want to seem needy or desperate or pathetic even though i am
and it's been weeks since i've actually felt any sense of comfort around any of my friends or family it just hurts, all of it hurts
and now i feel s---ty for making you listen tothis ssorry -
s--- sorry was drawing
You should tell your friend that she's triggering you and to please stop, or just block her.
If she really loves you, she'll understand how you feel. Just tell her. I'm sure it won't make her uncomfortable, I've seen how she talks to you.
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okay yeah, I just don't wanna start drama, I know she'll blow it up into some huge thing and i really don't want that
Okay. I'm just.. scared, idk, I f---ed up pretty bad with Rave, I really really wanna be careful with this. She means so so much to me.
thank you, really, even just talking is calming me down a lot ^^ -
hey uh I know this thread didn't ask for me but can I just???
Look. If your friend is saying things like that, and it bothers you, tell her. I know it's hard to do, but it's way harder to deal with hearing stuff like that every day. I know it isn't easy to remove people from your life, either, but if she won't listen to you, she's not worth having around.
If you have feelings for her, ask. She seems like she'll take it well no matter what. Know that friendship is pretty great, too. Maybe even better, sometimes. I met my best friend because I wanted to date her. Now I can't imagine life without her, and can't imagine how different things would be if we were dating. Cherish whatever relationship you have. You deserve that, and so much more.
You're going to be okay. Trust me. You've made it this far, so you're obviously stronger than you think. Just keep going for okay, and eventually you'll be way better than that. It probably sounds like complete bull, but just aim for being, okay? Existing in itself is strong.
I'm sorry I just -
wow no thank you that was actually really helpful thank you
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oh well um
glad that helped. you know I could totally be the creepy friend and ask via instagram -
oh god you could how on earth would you word that tho
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"so I'm... I stalk soaps and do you two have something because tbh I ship it"
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omfg that's actually perfect
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Oh
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ahh Seth thank you for listening to me I'm so sorry I dumped all that on you D: I think you're right though, I'm going to say something to my friend tomorrow
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