Honey
- Locked due to inactivity on Aug 4, '16 4:33pm
Thread Topic: Honey
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When you get back on I need to talk to you. I'd say it's fairly important, but then again, everyone has different views.
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You pulled the exact same behavior as you did when you started yelling at Heph. Saying things like 'No one likes me' and 'It's all a fake' and 'You're not really my friend!'. I want you to know that not only was that uncalled for but you offended me, personally. I defended you, actually, and I stayed with you and my friends while both sides were still mad. I've been defending your behavior from the beginning. And I shouldn't have, because it's not the right kind of behavior people want to see. But you want to know what? I have talked about you behind your back. BECAUSE I WAS BUSY TRYING TO HELP YOU. See, I've been trying to help you from the beginning.. And you, always turning to other people instead of me.. That was slightly unsettling.
I won't calm down, because clearly you all want me to f---ing go berserk and kill myself. I'm not in the greatest condition and you a--holes turned one thing into this whole situation. Real f---ing pleasant. I guess I'm not worth anything, like my mother said.
When the f--- did I tell you I wanted you to go kill yourself? When the f--- did I tell you I didn't care for you and wanted to help you? You legit took me not responding as 'I hate you go die'. That was unfair to all of us, when all we were trying to do was reassure you that we never said we didn't care for you. No one wants you dead. You literally made all of that up just so you could rant about who knows what. Honey, that's not okay. It's really not. As I've said before, it's horrible to assume. It really, really is. You're hurting yourself doing that.
I'm going to tell you something. I got hooked up with one of Andi's friends and we got the cops to go right to her door and stop her from killing herself. She was thrown into something called a Baker's Act. No true contact from the outside world for a while. It's not fun. It's like getting stuck in a crazy hospital. But, hey, she's alive now. Because of me. And I'm not afraid to find you and call someone you know up if it'll save your life. I dunno if you're lying about all of your problems, or if you actually have them, but be warned that I'm not afraid to save a life. And Andi wasn't, either. But, to be honest? Suicide isn't the way to go. Your life might be hell, but seriously, you'll get away from your hellhole and live your own life in three years. If you want to talk about it, just ask. Don't turn an innocent thread into a thread to throw hate at people just because life is trying to kick you in the ass. There's help. Get it.
Hnn.. Now, I dunno if you're going to quit roleplaying because we told you that you couldn't bs, or if you just don't like it. Your choice. But I think you were a fine roleplayer and I don't see why you gave up just like that.
You can chose to respond to all of this or not, but it had to be said. -
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You can only get Baker Acted in certain states.
And you really do get put in a mental hospital, no matter what state you're in. The only difference than getting a Baker Act, is that without the Baker Act, it goes right on your record. It'll effect the jobs you can get, the schools you can get into.. If you plan to go into the military, that's gone, right away.
And it's not fun. It's not. At all. -
Listen, I just don't care anymore. If you want to keep it up, go ahead, I'm not stopping you. I just don't f---ing care anymore, okay? I know that most of you here are fed up with me and I can understand. Just ignore me, I'm not going to waste your time anymore because I'm not worth it. The negativity has dragged me down and I don't want anyone else to come down with me. Just act like I don't exist, please.
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Yet I'm not fed up with you. I'm worried for you. You're acting like no one cares when I know people do. I'm sitting here wondering what the hell is going on because- as I've said before- if you aren't doing well, you seriously shouldn't hide it.
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Tch, like anyone wants to deal with a p---- little brat? I doubt any of you ACTUALLY want to be here when I'm on. I've said like a MILLION f---ing times about what's been happening, and guess what? Nobody cared! I'm just pissed at the fact that nobody seems to understand that I have issues and a bad temper. I'm just sorry that I've wasted your time because of how pathetic I am. Also, plenty of users on here tend to mock me, so why should I even say anything? I'm just going to be made fun of.
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I don't think you understand that I waited for you every day to come on just like I wait for my other friends. You think you aren't important, but you damn well are in my opinion. I believe I'm the one who's been helping you with every damn thing that's happened and you know it. The only time I haven't was this time, because I was first arguing with Andi and then playing a game. I do care. I care, I care, I care, how many times must I say it? Oh, I know you have those. I mean, it's the only explanation for your actions. But I want to help you with that. I'm not the one putting you down, you're doing it on your own. I want you to realize that. And I want you to stop that. You're better than a lot of people, but you also need to learn. You can't avoid what I'm saying, Honey. You really can't. I have all of the time in the world. Guess what? I've been in the same boat. And almost every user feels the same way. But you gotta ignore it. And own up to your mistakes at the same time. You can't keep telling yourself that no one cares. To be honest, if I didn't care, I wouldn't have made this thread. I wouldn't have responded to you, or talked to you at all. Don't try to speak my own opinions for me.
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You do really think that I'm going to change my mind? I've already told myself over and over, that nobody cares, and it's true. But, you might think it's easy to ignore it, but it isn't for me. It's not my fault that I'm not as capable as others, and I'm sure as hell that I'm not better than anyone. And there you go, saying that I'm speaking your opinions. Did you think all of this was directed JUST at you? Nope, because you ALWAYS assume that I'm talking to you. That's just real f---ing pleasant.
FYI,
I don't want to role-play/soap anymore because I'm horrible at them. It's just amazing how anyone can stand roleplaying with an inexperienced newb, such as myself. -
It's not true, you're just assuming that it is. How many damn times does everyone have to tell you that? Besides--
I've already told myself over and over, that nobody cares, and it's true.
Proving my point further. You're assuming that no one cares. You're assuming that I'm sitting here for no reason. You're assuming that everyone is going to ridicule you. You're assuming everyone wants you dead. Assuming, assuming, assuming. What's not true is the fact that "nobody cares". Uh, hello? Earth to Honey? Clearly SOMEONE does, cough cough. So stop pretending I don't exist- and your other friends.
Yeah, it's not your fault you aren't capable. But it is your fault you aren't doing your best to realize you can be. I mean, you've been able to hold lovely conversations with people before and I don't see why you can't now.
No, I don't assume you're talking to me always. Who's sitting here talking to you, though?
Me.
Who's always there for you?
Me.
Who's the one saying I hate them?
You.
Who's the one not listening to me?
You.
You aren't horrible at them. If you're dropping because of Andi not continuing the RP with you, relax, bro. She's dropped soaps and rps with me before. She doesn't tell anyone when she will, that's not your fault. And I roleplay with everyone. How else does someone get better, stupid? You practice. And you can't get better if you don't continue. However, I recall you boasting to other people you were experienced. Why the sudden view change? -
I just don't want to continue this anymore. I'm just sick of it.
Why would you assume that I'm dropping roleplaying because of Andi? I've looked back at all of the rps and soaps that I've done and they're horrible. I feel bad for all the users who've had to put up with my inexperienced ass. It's just that I'm realizing that I'm bad at all those things I say I'm good at. Having people tell me that I'm boring or I'm crappy at these things just makes me feel even worse.
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