Darrrk
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Thread Topic: Darrrk
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I wanna talk Walk Earth on as a solo project. Sorry.
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Alright, it's fine. I figured you'd want to, seeing as it's your story and you know the plot better than I do. ^^'
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Yeah.
Ily though bby -
Can I help you proofread things, though? Or do you plan to do that solo as well?
I know. I love you too. I just wish I could entertain you, because you seem to be bored around me. ^^' -
You can proofread.
It's not that. I'm just wanting to write. -
Sounds legit. Cool.
Ah. Alright. Sorry for assuming. -
Heeeeeeeey.
How're you? -
Whyyyyyyy aaaaareee yooooooou heeeeeeyyyyiiiiinnnggg
Currently wondering why I've been lying to everyone about my feelings. To put that into words: Absolutely s---ty. But it's okay, it's nothing worth discussing. You? -
idk broooo
Oh. I want to discuss it. -
wheeeeeeeeh
As I said, it's not worth it. It's dumb. I just wanna hear how you've been. -
fight me
Nnn. But I wanna hear about YOU. -
bites you instead
What a predicament. I guess I'll have to tell you to hear about you? -
no
Yep. -
yes
I'm just.. I'm not doing well mentally. My thoughts daily are what'll happen if I get raped, kidnapped, or murdered. I've also starting thinking about how I could die, or kill myself. Wondering what would push me to that point. Thinking about how much damage I could inflict. What someone would say if I stopped responding or showing up. Really small things. But I'm scaring myself. And I now black out and stop responding to people and sometimes I stop taking care of myself because of it. I can spend hours staring into space and forget to eat. I've been skipping at least one meal a day now because of this. And I'm just.. I dunno. Scared of myself? Scared that people will think I'm doing it for attention when I'm not. And I'm hating myself for not being the best girlfriend to you..
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