i have the urge to poke my finger with my knife
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Thread Topic: i have the urge to poke my finger with my knife
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*virtually bleeds*
But I don't wanna cut! I just wanna poke my finger. I don't even really want to bleed, I just like poking myself with things. Sounds weird but it's true. There's nothing bad going on, other than the thoughts about death I've been having. -
It's still not very good. I wish you wouldn't.. I do love you.
Want to share these thoughts? It helps to talk. -
I know. And I love you too.
Do you really wanna hear them? -
Good.
Of course I do. -
I have been stalking this relationship for going on 3 months now.
I have one word.
Desu. -
Uuu, you don't understand how much I think about you.
Well. I.. I haven't been thinking about how to die so much as what will happen when and after I die. Like, how there's nothing but darkness. And how all of the work I've done will disappear. And.. you know.. -
And you I.
..And? -
Really?
It just scares me. I don't want everything to disappear. I don't want to stop having dreams or breathing or seeing. To know it could end at any minute terrifies me. -
Really.
I know. I get like that too. Like, I believe in Heaven, and Hell, but the idea of forever anywhere scares the s--- out of me. -
uuuuu //w//
YES! Exactly!
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