To any user on here who does self harm.
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Thread Topic: To any user on here who does self harm.
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I know.
It's not easy to stop. It's like an addiction to drugs, or alcohol, or anything else. And it's just as bad, and just as hard to quit, maybe harder. Some people don't understand that. Some people will tell you that you don't have a reason, that other's have it worse, that you should just stop. But, ten times out of ten, they don't know.
We all have our reasons. If it's to control what you feel. If it's to give you something to focus on. If it's to feel something. If it's to punish yourself. If it's for some other reason that I can't begin to imagine and you can't begin to explain. I know. I've been there. In ways, I'm still there. I always will be. And I know, I know how hard it is to stop. When you doubt yourself, doubt that you have control over it, doubt that you can just quit.
The truth is, though, you're right- In some ways, anyways. You can't just quit. You can't just set down the razor of lighter or whatever else and say "I'm done" and walk away. It's nearly impossible. You might have the will power at first, but the urge will come back. That sickening need to feel something, something else. And you'll want to pick it up again, to mark your skin, until you can forget whatever you're going through. I know. I still want to. And, sometimes, I almost do. Sometimes I do. I'm not healed. I never will be. I have scars that will never fade. They're not beautiful, they don't make me any better than anyone else. I hate them. And you might, too.
I don't really know what I'm trying to say, other than I know how it feels. And, I know, having one friend to talk to, or a million, isn't going to make you stop. But, it might help give you something else to do. Something to draw your attention.
I'm here. I'm pretty much always here. And, if I'm not, I have an email. And a facebook. And a tumblr, and a wattpad. And you can contact me any time, for any reason. All you have to do is ask. I'm always ready to talk. I will do my best to NEVER make you feel invalid, or outshadow your problems with my own.
Please. If not me, talk to someone else. I know it's hard. God, I know it sucks. But, I'm here if you need something to do to distract you.
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This was freaking glorious.
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meerkat Novicethank you,i stopped august 2nd of 2014.No one on here believes that i have cut.They think im 'lying' or 'joking' about it.Hearing that really hurts me inside,for them to think im low enough to do that.They say im fake.I say f--- you,if you knew what ive gone through,you'd be in tears.
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Probably.
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oh look at me offering that contact info but not the actual info oops
Email: beahorses[@]yahoo.com
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ThisOneGirlBEA[@]yahoo.com
Tumblr URL: KeepCalmAndDoTheInternetThing
Facebook:
Wattpad: FreeCoffee
Ty, Ten. -
Weather you cut or not isn't my concern. It's a real problem, and if you're dealing with it, I'll try to help you in anyway I can.
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I looked on your facebook page.Your more beautiful than the words you say,and your words are beautiful.
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Thank you.
OH AND THE FACEBOOK THING!!
Don't send me friend requests, sorry. You can easily message me without doing that. Sorry. ^-^'' -
Bumping for reasons.
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Neko Jimmy Newbie*Scars cheek*
This is the exact thing that makes me do this.*growls* -
meerkat Novice:'
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I am bumping this because I want to be able to help people that I actually care about, please take your trolling elsewhere.
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