this explains me 100%
- Locked due to inactivity on Aug 4, '16 4:31pm
Thread Topic: this explains me 100%
-
-
*blinks\
-
"Do you love her?"
"No."
"Idiot."
Her = Andi
Idiot = Me -
It's bothersome to me that you're loathing yourself because you think that it's wrong anymore to love her. You're still a good person. If anything, if you're an idiot, I'm a complete dumbf---.
-
Hm. I miss Andi here...
-
But everyone made it feel like I wasn't allowed that right. I still feel like it's wrong to love her. I can't explain why, I just feel this way. And now I find myself constantly thinking about her, about why we aren't together, why I don't get to see her anymore, who put us down. I know I should be over her, but I'm not. And I want to be. I keep on telling myself I'm not in love with her, I say it over and over, but I know I do.
-
*I know I'm a good person. I just can't stand lying to myself when I know it's too late.
Same. -
No. You have every single right to express your love for someone. If you're trying to convince yourself that you don't love a person, you probably still love them. It's okay. It's not wrong to be in a relationship with her, the majority was just exploded expressing that sometimes you two would bring your problems out here for everyone to read. If anything, I want you to be happy with your love life.
I still have some romantic feelings towards Icee, even if our relationship didn't work out, that doesn't mean I'm stupid. You're not stupid, either. -
Where did that 'exploded' come from? The hell.
-
*?
-
Well. I'm not happy with it. As it is my mind has been throwing me towards two boys that I know I don't love but I'm doing it as a distraction. Honestly, I just wish she'd contact me. I know going on here is risky and I know she's been busy but it's the f---ing winter break and I've been waiting for days now for her to talk to me so we can settle everything out.
If you say so. -
You don't have to force yourself onto anything if you know that you're just doing it as a distraction. I think that Andi isn't contacting not because she's ignoring you, but she was getting help, right? She said that her internet would be limited and she would not be able to get on here or do things on the internet as much. It isn't your fault, and it probably isn't hers, either.
-
I'm not doing it intentionally. It's just.. Happening that way. And I'm not sure. She did email me that she wanted to forget me, but then told me she hadn't meant it, so.. I dunno. We said we were going to talk but it's been five days since we last spoke to each other.
-
I know that it's hard to not talk to her, but remember that she wants to get the help she deserves and thinks will make her a better person. I think that it's just the on-and-off situation that causes some tension between you two but also makes you two love each other. I think it's just all the confusion and the temporary feelings and stuff.
This thread is locked, therefore no new posts can be made.
