I'm not going to put this in the study.
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Thread Topic: I'm not going to put this in the study.
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This is now my confession thread.
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I cried when I quit orchestra. I tried so hard last year. But I was only sinking. It got to the point where after concerts and class I would just go home and cry.
Last year after I quit orchestra, in the study hall that replaced it I thought about how useless I was. I sat there for 45 minutes shaking. When I got outside to wait for my ride, I started to hyperventilate. -
In seventh grade I brought a knife to school. My intentions that day were dangerous, but only to myself. At the end of the school day I intended to go into the bathroom, lock myself in a stall, and slit my throat. That was the very day I got suspended because one of the kids in class saw it. They don't know it but they probably saved my life.
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I sleep in a ball with my eyes open. It doesn't serve any purpose.
I take long showers because I like listening to full albums. I also feel like the water is washing everything away.
I don't eat much real food. I prefer junk food. But I never have junk food so I pretty much never eat.
When I was born my parents expected me to be a girl. So they bought me girl's clothes. They were disappointed that I had a penis.
My name was originally going to be Sarah. -
I don't want to live past 40. I don't want to turn old.
I feel as if I'll never amount to what anyone wants me to.
When I was 4, I had the biggest crush on my brother. The mere thought of that crush now sickens me.
I used to be extremely religious. I bet you never saw that one coming. -
I'm smart but I'm an underachiever. I get b's and c's when I should be aiming for a's.
I only hate one thing about my appearance. When I was 7, one of my eyes stopped working correctly. So I have a slight lazy eye. So I cover that eye with my hair. That was the hardest one to type. -
When I bond with someone, I can never cut those ties.
I was hated throughout elementary school, I was never noticed in middle school. So when I was younger I would do stupid s--- for attention. I still do on occasion. -
I have a slight lazy eye as well, which is why I wear glasses. My left eye is like that.
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I've never liked old people. They've always made me uncomfortable.
When I was younger I wasn't very healthy. I'd get sick quite often.
I used to steal games and toys from this neighborhood kid I used to hang around with when I was in elementary school.
I've always hated my old personality. So I killed it and replaced it with a frigid one. When I'm extremely comfortable around someone I revert to my original personality.
I'm never afraid to hit someone back if they hit me. -
I can never figure out which eye it is. It bugs me all the time.
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Yeah I'm still going.
I sometimes feel a pain in my chest so intense that I just lock up. It makes me wonder if I'll die.
I always skip Wednesday activities at church.
I always play games in Sunday school.
My dad has a temper problem. I need to watch what I say or do because if I slip up, he will kill me. -
I hate milk. And cheese. And ice cream. And yogurt.
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I'm not very worried about my appearance. But I worry about how my hair looks.
I can't wear dress clothes. None of them are tight enough. I just don't look good in them. -
I never had any friends until I was in 6th grade.
My brother didn't care for me until I turned 14, but now he's the person in my family that cares for me the most. -
I can never tell anybody in my family that I'm gay. I would be killed.
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