Why I shouldn't have friends in the first place is
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Thread Topic: Why I shouldn't have friends in the first place is
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Because every time I try I always find a way to screw it up. I always hurt the people around me and I can never fix it to be like it was. I try and try, but I always become angry or...or jealous of people at how easy they can make friends, when I can't even...keep friends. I always find a way some way to make people angry and I get pissed at myself because of it. In real life...I cant even stick up for myself, Im a giant welcome mat for people just to step on. I cant draw worth s--- yet people love my art work. Then Im not the perfect girl my mother wants me to be. I like talking to my cat more then people, when Im with my friends I feel like the fourth wheel. I cant stand up against someone because Im too weak to be able to. Thats why my sister slapped me around, because I couldn't stop her. I turned into a b---- and attack people out of anger, I'm a gutless coward who can't accept her own mistakes. She's a quiet nobody with a capital N in real life and gets hurt easily and can never take a joke.
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I feel the same way. About myself, that is.
Like seriously, that's straight how I feel about myself. We should talk more.
The difference is that I don't have a cat to talk to, and wish I did.
Cats are marvelous.
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