Maru
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Thread Topic: Maru
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I've been too scared to ask, and I'm not even sure if you'll see this or want to respond, however I need to know something. Are you mad or bored with me?
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I'm not angry or bored with you.
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So you're still okay with me? Like, you'd want to still be friends?
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I told you already that for both of our sakes, you should probably just leave me out of your goings on as best you can.
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I don't get why you're telling me that, though. Did I do something that made you not like me? Is it something I've done, someone I've hung out with? Why are you pushing me away? I'm super upset and I'm actually jealous that you're still really good friends with Heph. I don't see why you think I should "leave you out of my on goings".
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*goings on or whatever the f--- it is
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I don't want you to worry about it, or be sad, or even think of it at all. I don't know why you'd be jealous of that. She's your friend as well.
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I can't help it. You're not giving me a straight answer, and it's making me very sad and upset. Yeah, but you're not pushing HER away. Therefore she's lucky and I'm jealous.
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I'm sorry. If you need to know why, it's because you're completely different now. Your personality has shifted into something I can't really explain, and when it's not acting up, it's easy for me to ignore, but every now and then you say something really awful that reminds me of it and I honestly can't deal with thinking you're just not who you were. Milady is no more fortunate than anyone. The thing is, you don't talk to me anyway. You're not going to be losing anything here. I don't know why you're making a big deal out of it.
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I see.. Well, I've been too afraid of you for a while, which is why I haven't talked to you. I thought I wasn't enough. I'll stop talking to you, though, because it seems that different me isn't needed here. Sorry.
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Dark just said the right thing. -
There has been no reason whatsoever to be afraid of me. I've been falling apart and you've been nowhere to be found because of some ridiculous worry I've already told you several times before was rooted in nothing. I won't feel bad about that. But I am sorry if this makes you sad.
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Yes, there has been: I was afraid that you'd either ignore me or lash out at me. I dunno what's different. I'm honestly the same as I used to be, just more writing is involved and I'm growing up. Don't feel bad or sorry, because again, different me isn't needed here. I'm sorry I've been such a b---- and/or burden.
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