I'm mad.
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Thread Topic: I'm mad.
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Thanks. It's nice to get it out.
My parents work me constantly, especially because my step-dad works (doesn't accomplish much as far as fixing the house goes), and my mom has to care for my baby brother and sister. That's also why I have no positive interactions with them anymore. They constantly praise my sisters, but not me. I'm the oldest so I'm left to fend for myself and I have to work CONSTANTLY.
My jobs inlude chores: trash, cleaning bathroom, vacuuming, washing the windows, cleaning the dishes, mowing, raking, and shoveling snow
Otherwise it's difficult tedious tasks which take me all afternoon. At school I'm doing work too. (mental though)
I'm constantly driven into the ground by my parents' negative words. They rarely have something good tonsay about something I do. I get in trouble more than my siblings because I'm a no-good, useless moron. They demand my cooperation and respect, but give me nothing except hate in return...
I want to stand up to them, but they will take everything I own and throw it out. They'll keep me away from Jackie, and make me breakk up with her (I never will). They've become even worse since they discovered that I'm Atheist. Now they're being harder on me and trying to convert me back. -
I'm sorry, that was a lot longer than I thought.
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Idiots.
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I couldn't agree more...
They still haven't realized that this, the emo me, is the REAL me. I had to try to con everyone into thinking I was this cool extrovert for three years. (I started being the real me to hide nothing from Jackie.)
Mom just says I need to be positive and social. I'm a negative introvert for a reason... -
Hn. She does realize putting you down like that won't help, yes?
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She likes to use negative "re-enforcement." It doesn't build me up, it just tears me down. Talking doesn't work anymore. She ignores what I say and assumes I'm being a rebelious teenager. I'm growing my hair out and wearing the stereotypical things for emos just to get some kind of attention. I hate feeling alone. I hate that only one person actually cares...
Actually I kinda find the stereotypical stuff cool. I also told Jackie that I want a studded dog collar or spiked wristband. -
I have both of those. OuO I don't wear that style of clothing, tho.
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Collars are kinky.
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Yeah, Jackie asked if she should get me a leash too (she was kidding). I like the clothing, but I can't wear jeans that tight. It'll hurt me. (i think you know what I mean)
I kind of agree with Shido. I actually want both. -
When I'm not in my school unifrm, I wear bright and girly skirts, ya know? ^-^
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I'm not that interested in clothing. I do like certain fashions but I don't wear those.
I just wear skinny jeans and tight shirts =B -
I'm a guy so I don't think I'd wear any skirts. I wish I was Japanese and went to a Japanese school. They're better than american shools and they get uniforms. We don't...
Oh, my god... I just found a tear... I haven't cried for almost a year... oh, well. Actually, goodnight. I need to sleep this one off.
Sorry, Rain. I kind of jacked your thread. -
I live in America and wear a uniform... O.o
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It's not as common though. I live in a small town so... good night...
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Night.
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