I'm just... So messed up...
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Thread Topic: I'm just... So messed up...
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For such a long time now, I've been overly happy. I've been wishing I were something else, because when you're happy that long, it feels fake. And now, all of a sudden, it's just all getting t me, and it's all just a blinding combination of rage, sadness, and helplessness...
Every part of me just wants to slam my head on a glass window and scream "SCREW IT ALL."
It's so weird... It can't be normal... I'm angry and wish I could kill the world, but then I turn around and I'm crying, and the entire time I'm as happy as can be.
It's like a flood of emotions that haven't been felt in so long that... It's unbearable...
Sorry, sorry, I'll just shut up and bang my head on a window. -
Did you listen to the song?
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damn.
well, at least I'm not alone.
I act happy, but when people ask me if I'm okay, and say that I'm fine I wish they would slap me across the face and yell
"TELL ME THE TRUTH!"
I know I got that off of something else, but it's true, I do feel that way. -
Longterm happiness isn't fake .
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Well, I guess I'm happy, but when I'm not all the memories start flooding back...
the worlds dammned to hell anyways so... -
It seems I'm always depressed but I have no idea why. I have plenty of reasons to be, but I suck at uncovering my own feelings. I can understand others, but I'm so locked up to others, I locked up myself from myself. Damn. That was deep, but true.
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My mom just yelled at my little bros.
Now I'm p---ed
not like it's the first time. -
I like this topic. It lets me vent..
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sonic- Yeah...Earlier today...
Geek- I know it's not fake, but... It's like my mind can't process it. It rejects it because it isn't used to it, but then all of a sudden I'm just.... Well... I don't know, however I am, it's making me more confused than anything... -
:/ I know how this feels. *Hugs you*
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I can't wait to grow up so I can get away from this s---.
mom...
dad...
what do you guys do when your parents yell at you over dumb s---? -
Anyone not know how to figure out what they're feeling?
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I have honestly no idea how I'm feeling...
I'm gonna go turn my music up to fifty and see if I can still hear. -
LOL I'LL DO THAT TOO!!
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@SARATHEAMAZA: Sad, depressed?
I don't know, it's just a mix of wanting to kill my self fu-- the world, run away from home, that stuff...
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