Story Time Presented by Shed
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Thread Topic: Story Time Presented by Shed
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Okay, allow me to start with the lighter things that I'm sure we all experienced.
Well, let's start this s--- off yo. Can't remember anything, but can remember a good amount?
I was born in a pretty settle neighborhood. I had no mother figure in my life. I started seeing her more in recent years but I'll get to that later. My first friend was a girl named Faith(not you Rain bae sorry). The only true friend I had. We went to different schools but were in the same neighborhood so good enough. My brother always played football with the older kids in the park. They were kinda.... The type to take advantage of people.
Anyway, cool. I had this one friend. At school I was still lonely though. No one wanted anything to do with me. I never got high marks either. I wasn't just ugly I was f---ing stupid. The only thing I concentrated on was the clock. I learned nothing. This kept continuing in my later years. My first friend moved away. But lucky I gained 3 more from my neighborhood. This added on to my habit of not focusing in class and on the clock. Because at school, no they didn't talk to me. It was just an at home thing.
I tried to make friends at school but I couldn't. From some of the verbal abuse I got at home from my father that lowered my confidence to nothing ness. I even gained a few bullies. One at school, and one in my neighborhood. One day he would be nice, the other day he would be mean to me. One moment I remembered was when he spat on my newer shoes that I liked. Another was when he tried to then my friends against me.
I tried to get my revenge on the bully at school. When I did it failed miserably. I wrote a bunch of things about her. The teacher caught me writing and read it out loud. Everyone treated me like the bad guy. She was the victim. That pissed me off. But luckily in that same grade, I finally gained a mother figure. The science and math teacher. Things lightened up that year, s--- got better. Then DUN DUN DUN DUN! I discovered anime. Me and my bro use to watch Yu yu hakusho and stuff. I watched more, things like Inuyasha and Naruto, so I started drawing that style. I was always the artsy one. Then I moved. My brother was getting mixed with the wrong crowed and my father said it was with the best. Now everything got totally better, I improved in drawing, f--- yeah I have friends.
Okay now for the deeper more personal s--- for your entertainment.
As I was told a couple years back, I was well an accident. I was also told that my mother was going to put me and my brother in an orphanage if it wasn't for my dad. Anyway, I never had any friends. I was the ugly duckling in school and just, yeah. Even one time my dad hit me and called me ugly(I was about 6 at the time. All that I was doing was tying my shoe.) So with that, I started to have pretty bad self esteem issues. Around that time me and my brother were well extremely young. We witnessed our parents arguing and one time that's stuck out was when we were at our other house. I don't know why they fought, but this time it was physical. He hit her, grabbed her by her neck. She fought back, hit him with a pan. And on the couch was me and my brother, crying and hugging each other as we saw this. That's very hard s--- to see at a young age, I tell you what. My mother left when I was around 6, no mother figure, it was terrible. My mother kidnapped me and my brother around 8. That was really scary... We didn't understand it at the time but it was our mom so we did what she said. I believe around the same age(can't remember, fuzziness) I was (Eer... The M word..) by one of my brother's friends.
After an argument with my dad he told me that he tried to kill himself. BCAUSE of us. Then threatened to kick me out of the house. Just because I didn't want to join band and focus more on drawing. There's some more well stuff but that's food enough for now. It's mostly just more abuse things
But yeah. There you go. Now I must crawl in my hole. -
SELENA POINTED OUT THAT I MISPELLED SOMETHINF MATERNAL IS MOTHER IM EMBARRASSED NOW LOL I CANT
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Donut cry egg. We will make it through this.
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Interesting.
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Hola Rainy.
Donut hug me. I am a big pancake. -
Wanna cuddle with me, Shido
poop? I'll be your friend 5eva~ -
I'm the biggest of the poop. No cuddles are required.
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I'm not crying for me I'm crying for you you strong pancake holy s--- you're a strong one.
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Hello. So you were kidnapped? That quite stood out to me among the many events listed here. It reminds me of a similar event...but never mind that. I wish you the best with your....things...
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TOO BAD
*cuddles anyways* -
Yeah.... It was kinda awkward. But is something wrong?
No. uvu -
What do you mean?
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Er. Idk. The tone in your post seem different.
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Hn. I suppose I do get this way when I begin to reflect upon past events, especially death. I'm simply deep in thought, think nothing of it.
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