I couldn't sleep
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Thread Topic: I couldn't sleep
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So I decided to write
words
Tears falling
From these blue eyes
Staining my cheeks
Words spoken
Can't be taken back
Old habits
Can't be completely erased
Everything precious and good
Dropped and broken
Sticks and stones
May break bones
Words thought
Tear at your mind, heart and soul
Leaving questions and ache
Tears falling
Staining my cheeks
Leaving a long forgotten
Feeling in me
A long forgotten addiction
Suppressed and buried by
Words written
Everything beautiful
Ruined and ugly by
Words spoken -
Silents speak when the words can't
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pushing
Thoughts running through
My worn out mind
Thoughts that should stay silent
One word
One thought
Can tear someone to pieces
One action
Well thought out
Or upon impulse
Can break a person
A thought
A word
An action
Can cause a chain reaction
One you may not be able to stop
One you put into motion
Thoughts running
Through my tired mind
Thoughts that should stay silent
Shout the loudest
Pushing to get out
Pushing to ruin me
To break me
To tear me to pieces
Pushing to be heard -
I know what are you feeling right. I understand,it really hurts
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Questions
How can you say
That I doubt you
When all I asked was a question?
An innocent question
One that probably entered your mind
How you say
That I don't love you
When I forgave you
And stood by you
After all the pain you caused me?
How can you tell me to grow up
When you haven't?
How can you say
That I doubt you
When you doubt me?
How can you not believe me
When I tell you I know you love me?
How can you be made at me
When you wanted to know?
I have insecurities
And I doubt myself
But how can you say
That you can't
When I accepted all of you?
How can you say you love me
If you can't accept all of me?
How can you tell me to grow up
When you overreacted to a question?
A simple innocent question
That ruined everything -
Petals
This beautiful rose
In the palm of my hand
Its velvet like petals
Soft to the touch
I hold it close
To my heart
Projecting my affection
Through my skin
But soon my thoughts
Evade my serene mind
Clouding it with worry
Worry which causes paranoia
Will this beautiful thing hurt me?
How long will it be mine
Before it get taken away from me?
How much happiness and love could I give?
How much will be enough or too much?
I hold it closer
Afraid and worried
I open my hand to see my beautiful rose
To see no petals
No bud
Just a stem
Full of thorns
Pricking my skin
Filling my heart with dread
And my mind with more thoughts
What have I done?
I gave too much
Worried too much
And it's gone
Leaving only tears behind -
I want more piercings and when I get to the weight Im aiming for and I have the money Ima get me tattoos.
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4am and i still cant sleep
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i have a headache
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You should sleep
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im not tired
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i need tylenol and ice cream
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What is a poem that does not rhyme?
At home we'd say the didn't have time.
Is there a hidden greater meaning?
That folks like me, just aren't seeing.. -
....feeeelings. ;3;
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But for ur health
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