Anri.
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Thread Topic: Anri.
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I got words to say. .c.
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Just say them....
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Perhaps I will. :I
What's this about people not caring about you? -
*shakes my head*Nobody care that I'm hurting, I'm just a monster people put up with anymore...
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Alright.. So listen.
I'm gonna try and be nice about this, but, given the mood you appear to be in, it won't make a difference. You're gonna tell me I never cared about you no matter what I say now, so I might as well be honest.
You need to stop with this little pity party you've got going on. You lurk around the site feeling sorry for yourself, and god knows you're willing to tell everyone you're in pain, but you reject every bit of help and every nice word anyone tries to give you. Not because you don't believe it. I know what it looks like when you just don't believe anyone means a damn word they say to you anymore, and you aren't it. I'm not trying to be mean, but I really think you need to understand that what you're doing is looking for people to pay attention to you. If you really wanted help, if you really wanted people to care about you, you'd let them. You wouldn't be sitting there feeding them this bulls--- about how they don't mean it when they tell you they care. You wouldn't be pushing this hard to make people ask you to stay. You wouldn't be constantly moping about and complaining about all the pain you're in and then refusing to let your friends comfort you.
I don't think you're being an attention whore. I feel almost certain that's the term you'll use in your reply to this. (Great, so now you're calling me a --!) Let me just stop you there. I don't know what your life is like. I don't know how you feel. I think you want people to pay more attention to you, maybe because they've neglected to talk to you as much as they could've in the past. I'm not saying you're pathetic or anything like that, so don't come back at me about how vicious I'm being right now. I just need you to understand that the people in the thread you were just in, the ones that have refused to argue with you further about whether you should stay, definitely do care about you. They love you, and they stop fighting for you not because they don't care, but because they're beginning to see that you won't accept it anyway. You can't expect people to keep trying when you keep pushing them away. People get tired of trying to help when all you ever do is tell them they're not enough.
That said, and with the lowest expectations for the future of our friendship afterward, I would like to note the fact that I do care about you, very much. I can't control how you'll react to this, but understand that no matter what your response is, I won't fight it, and I will not stop caring. Whether you choose to try to push me away, get angry with me, get upset with me for being so inconsiderate, or accept this and try to understand, I'm happy to talk to you whenever you need to talk. -
I'm...sorry....I'm sorry...*crying in real life* I'm sorry...
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No no no, don't start that. :I
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Don't start what? Actually understanding I'm hurting people? That I'm actually starting to understand people care? Start crying because I'm being a b---- to everyone that actually cares that I'm still here? Or that I'm changing.....into something different...
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Don't start with the dramatics, actually.
But if you understand at the very least that people care, then we've taken a step in the right direction. That's something you should always know. -
I didn't know I was dramatic....
Yeah....but it's not like I can fix anything now....I always find a way to screw this up... -
Very much so. :I
*snuggles*
But that's okay because we love you.
Anri. >:I We just went over this. There's nothing really to fix. I mean, aside from the pushing you've been doing, but people make mistakes. In a case such as this, an apology would be good, I think. An apology, and perhaps a show of gratitude. It's always good to let your friends know that you're grateful for them being there for you. I don't think any of this is something that can't be moved past. -
*is snuggled* I'm not very....good at apologizes...and I'm horrible at showing gratitude....but I'll try...
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A valid effort is all I ask. :3
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*sighs* You remind me of my mom...she's always trying to get me to open up to the world again and finally chip away at the wall I built...
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I don't know how to respond to that. ._. I've never been compared to a mother before.
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