the possiblity of somebody caring about this thread is..
- Locked due to inactivity on Aug 4, '16 4:27pm
Thread Topic: the possiblity of somebody caring about this thread is..
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honestly, i don't even care but i thought i should post here again then leave again. it's pretty obvious that this site is not such a big part of my life as it used to be, seeing as i have other means of talking to Jill now. not that we've been talking much lately, but whatever.. uh yeah, i lost one friend, even though thats not really how i should describe it. she really never was a friend to begin with and i just stopped hanging out with her. and so i guess that's caused me to lose one of my other friends that i want to keep but it honestly doesnt look like thats happening..
in other news, these scars on my wrist are really f---ing annoying because i have to wear lng sleeves every day and i really need to do the laundry so i can keep wearing long sleeves. there are too many of them for them to jut be covered by bracelets, so yeah. and they keep on scabbing and i keep ithing them and they start bleeding again and scabbing over. //sigh
piece of advice: dont self harm. its a pain in the ass, not only the actual act of doing it but having to hide it from your family as well, especially during holiday times like now.
also, i might be getting a phone for christmas and if somebody doesnt buy it for me, then hopefully they'll still have these deals and i'll be able to buy it myself. maybe pay the monthly stuff for it too. ugh, i need to get a job. like, ive been feeling lonely these past few weeks because ib=ve been sinking back into my loner, book-reader shell, and this constant f---ing migraine ive had for the last two weeks isnt helping at all. //sigh again
i need something to keep my mind busy and off all my depressed and suicidal thoughts. or maybe i should just-no, im gonna stop that thought right there cause thats probably never gonna happen unless hey figure it out on their own.
welp, thats about it. maybe somebody will read. i honestly dont give a s---. ive been living in so many books these past few weeks that i havent cared that much about my actual life in awhile.
well, whatevers, bye. -
Aw.
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aw what?
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Your leaving. Well, you SAID you were. Apparently you were going to thread stalk.
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i said bye i didnt say i was gonna leave. it is 12:38 in the morning and i have no urge to go to sleep. i could read but my mind is too everywhere right now for that.
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if you want me to leave, i'll go.
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No no, stay.
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okay
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I knew you weren't going to leave. I just said leave and meant going away until some other time of the day or night or whatever.
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i probably wont show up for another week or so after today. because honestly, this place is s---.
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Yeah. True that. This place is wack, dawg. These trolls all up in our grill, fo' shizzle. (I have been watching too much fresh prince of bel air)
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that was seriously the lamest thing i have ever seen. xD
(fresh prince is f---in awesome, keep watching that s--- bro) -
Yeah. It's nice to get back to the oldies X3)
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yeah old shows were so great, they werent completly about relationships or sex or drugs. just, usually, normal stuff, funny stuff.
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Yeah. Now days it's mostly just crap.
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