Finally realized
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Thread Topic: Finally realized
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So, er, I finally understand why I love Tetsuo so much, almost as much as I loved Spain.
He and I are so alike in ways I didn't want to think about. The similarities we share are just.. It's so hard to say them. But we both act as cold as we do because we're scared. We're scared of being hurt as much as we were in the past. And we know, deep down inside, that we're going to be hurt again. But we try not to think about it because we just don't want to know that pain again. Either that, or because we're trying to be strong for people we love and thinking about that thing makes us weak.
So we hide in our shells like we do. We think we're so safe that we forget the thing we were worrying about and it sudden is non existent.
So when it happens, finally, there was so much shock that we didn't even know what to do with ourselves. And we lose it. So then afterwards we try to close ourselves out again because we want to be strong and we don't want it to happen again.
And our lives will continue on in this cycle and we are not able to break free of it because we keep telling ourselves that it's the best for us.
tl;dr Tetsuo and I are both struggle with s--- from the past and try to avoid all of our feelings but in the end they (feelings and problems) come back at us like a boomerang. So knowing he knows how horrible that feeling is, well, that makes me love him for who he is and I understand him so much now.
So here is a picture of that beautiful man who I finally understand on an emotional level.
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Looks like That guy from Another Anime.
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