Then make someone listen. Talk to me. I don’t know you and you can tell me anything without judgement. If you want to. You do mean something to someone. You mean something to me. I left this place for a while. But the whole time I was gone. I continuously thought about you. On many many occasions. So at least that’s one person and one is better than none.
I may not know you, but I know how you feel, I could share the things that make me feel better, at least for a while at a time, but everyone is different, so there's a pretty good chance that works super well for me doesn't for you. But I want you to know, that I know what that is like and am even going through it myself, to an extent. I'll talk to you. And I do care about you. Maybe not in the same way as I would a long time friend, or someone I'm in a relationship with, but as someone who is feeling something I've felt many times before, I do care and want to help. I know it probably seems like we're all just trying to say nice things and make it magically disappear. And yes, I know that can't happen. But someone can help. Maybe not me, maybe not someone I know, maybe not someone on this site, but if you find the right person, they will be able to help you, that I promise. Just don't rely on them completely. Let them show you what it is to be okay, figure out what it is about them that makes you okay and either try to do the same thing to yourself, or if that is infeasible due to the nature of it, try to find more people with that trait. Relying on one person will always get you back in a horrible place sometime in the future, because people fall in and then back out of your life, and sometimes no matter how hard you try they will fall away, so trying just makes it hurt more. Find more people with the trait, surround yourself with them if you can. At least make sure you know more than one.
But when it comes to me, I care, I'll help, I'll listen, and talk to you. I'll be your friend and be there for you.
But then again, if you don't matter, I certainly don't, so feel free to ignore me .-.