Do you ever just feel... alone?
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Thread Topic: Do you ever just feel... alone?
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You're surrounded by so many people, both online and in person... But you still feel like there's no one with you?
I don't know what to say any more. I like to blame everything on stress and life, but that's just it. It's life. I spend every day feeling homesick... But for somewhere, anywhere, but this life. I don't know. Maybe I'm just another mopy teenager.
I keep pushing through, telling myself that things will get better. They do, but I still feel... empty. Broken. Fragile. Shattered.
I just can't shake that feeling of loneliness, that feeling of pure and utter alienation and seclusion. It's not voluntary. I'm not a very social person and I get that. But hey, I go out of my way to help others. It just stings that on the rare occasion I need someone, a shoulder to cry on, anything, no one's here to keep me from falling.
I applied to a prestigious boarding high school across the country. I haven't heard back yet, and they said I'd be notified by the 25th if I was chosen as one of the few contenders to formally apply.
I just want to escape. Just for one day. One lousy, stupid day. 24 hours away from this life, away from me. God damn it.
Put on a smile, little girl. You can hurt, as long as you don't let it show.
Just paste on a grin, just one day more.
Plaster on a smile, make your eyes shimmer. Not from tears, but from happiness.
Laugh, laugh until you feel as though your vocal chords may bleed. Laugh and laugh and laugh some more, until you've fooled yourself into feeling no pain.
Laugh a while. God knows it's easier than crying. -
I used to pride myself on not letting others get to me. They always did anyway. Half the time, I'm acting. I must be exceptionally good too, seeing as no one's noticed how fake my joy has been lately.
I don't know. Is it wrong that I feel like no one cares, even when I know so many people do? I mean... No one knows the half of it. They don't listen, so I've stopped trying to be heard so much. I'm more content to sit and listen than to fight to get a word in.
Ugh.
I'm sorry for moping. Things have just been... heavy, recently. -
I also feel alone...but like I dont belong here, in this form.. Yea that sounds like the most stupidest thing ever...
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I know your feels Lana. 3: *hugs*
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*hugs*
It's just tough, knowing that no one will truly ever get you... Because I don't even know myself. I managed to convince myself I did for the longest time, but I don't and it f---ing hurts. -
Yeah, it does.... But someone will get us one day, Lana...
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Lana, I know this feeling well. So many people do. I love you, and if you ever need someone to talk to or listen I'm here. I'm having my problems as well, but never forget that you're not the only one and we'd do whatever we can to make you feel better. 3: *huggles*
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I wish I could help
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