This probably goes in p&p but whatever.
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Thread Topic: This probably goes in p&p but whatever.
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Okay this is pretty much whining, but I'm kinda confused too.
In my life I have three methods of self harm, from least to greatest it's cutting, biting, and burning. Last year I burned myself twice and I regretted it so much. But now I feel that I need to do it again. I think of all these things in life and I used to just get depressed and cry, but before I burned myself I was thinking of everything people said to me. It was sad, but I didn't cry or anything, I accepted it and burned. I feel like I'm heading in that direction again. Like everything is my fault, but the only thing I can do about it instead of cry is to accept it and take it out on myself. Like yesterday, although I caused it, it really pushed me off the edge. I feel like everyone just wants me dead to make their lives better. Maybe I should, but I know I'm not strong enough to end my life, but I still can't help thinking that something horrible will happen to me so everyone else is happy. -
You don't deserve to die any more than anyone else. Please don't do self-harm. Find a constructive way to get out the feels.
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I'm not a kid. It's not like getting a lollipop or making a pretty card will make me feel better.
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*hugs*
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No!!!*hugs rese*
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*hugs back*
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I know, but you can get it out by doing something that won't hurt you.
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@Em I try, okay, I've tried surrounding myself in things that make me happy. It just doesn't work anymore. I've tried to get more into beauty since it makes me happy when I do a good job, but no one lets me do their makeup or nails or hair. They all think I'm a failure and everything I do will suck. I've tried writing again, but all my writing is shit. Depressing shit that I wrote while depressed and it sucks. I can never do anything right and even people that say they'll support me or not get involved go against me eventually.
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Teresa,you must never harm yourself.I have an advice,ALWAYS avoid people who make fun of you or say bad things to you.Try to stay away from them and instead work on your life,make it better,change what you don't like about yourself so that finally you'll be satisfied with yourself.Please,don't harm yourself.
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When I'm depressed I write poems. Yeah they do suck, but it helps to calm down. Mayorly of my poems are depressive, but it works. :/ I can't wirte happy poems..
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Are you good at any sports?
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@Vik I don't think I'll ever be "satisfied" with my life because of how I grew up, but I can try.
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@Mitz me neither.
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Could you try?
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@Em no because my family doesn't do sports and the school coaches choose favorites for everything
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