I Don't Want to Crush
Thread Topic: I Don't Want to Crush
Maybe talking will get it out my system.
So, there's this guy on another site. He messaged me and sort of dissed me for my use of "fake pronouns". We had a really heated argument, but afterwards, he came back and saw I wasn't having a good day. He came back and apologized, and then we started talking. We realize we're so alike it's ridiculous. I don't know why I like him. Like, he's kinda dark and hardcore, but also a little awkward just like me. I must be nuts. He's into dark things and it's so wierd that he says all this before I tell him what I'm like, myself. So, it's not a trick. I've never spoken to him beforehand and he's never seen me before.
Yay! It's done.
He had some sort of strange complex about me. He liked it when I was edgy and argumentive, and he only liked talking about physically fighting, which I thought was weird.
I don't ever get a decent admirer, huh? I can never have a normal boyfriend.
Myself aside, boys are weird.
dannylover321 SeniorBoys are weird
Sword Hayate AdvancedYeah I agree
Thats why I have more wives than husbands(platonic ones)
I might have a crush on someone here, but I just don't want to say anything. I get so stupid over it. And it's weird because of the incident with that guy, even though that only lasted, what an hour?
It's not sudden. I've been feeling this way, off and on. Maybe it's just platonic or I suck and I'm desperate for anyone to l ike me back.
I don't know. I feel like (insert really icky thing).
Like, I just suck and I need to stop crushing, already. I don't even know if it's a total 100% crush or just a tiny interest. I don't know. I don't want to do anything because I'm afraid that I might not even really be that into her.
I mean, she's awesome, but I'm not. I don't want to hurt her if I say I like her but I'm not super-crazy about her. I'm not sure if I've ever been into someone without feeling completly fan-girl-stupified over them. Is this a good thing that I'm mellow about it, or does that mean I don't really love her???
Maybe it doesn't even matter what I feel.
I guess I do, but I won't mention it.
Of course, that's what I usually say, and I end up saying it anyway because it kills me not to. Maybe someone just glue my mouth shut.
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