BOB
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Thread Topic: BOB
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im mad at myself...not with you...you could never be in trouble with me i owe you too much
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and you disappear...nice..
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Well what was I supposed to say? I'm in 20 different conversations right now. And ending your statement with, "I owe you too much." Doesn't leave much room for a reply.
And it's things like that, that make me feel like you're angry at me. -
well you coulda asked, i had more to say but its fine. go back to your convos, i have homework to do
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Good luck!
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wolf75677 Novicehey nuna
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...i thought you knew me enough to know i would tell you anything if you asked...
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seeing as how you probably wont read this, im just gonna spill and rant and maybe itll make me feel better:
I dont know how much more of this i cant take, I love xavier and that is a hard thing for me to do, but people keep trying to ruin it, ive got trolls trying to break us up and steal him from me. He thinks i dont trust him and part of me doesnt but who can blame me? you know what ive been through. He's the first guy ive dated on here since you and im scared because what if he cant handle it like you couldnt? im not blaming you, I owe you too much to ever hate you james. I just, i dont know what to do anymore. I say and ask the wrong things and he gets disappointed and upset with me. I am so angry with myself. Ive gotten to the stage where my heart is telling to just pull back before i get hurt but i dont want too. what is wrong with me? You are the only person who has ever gotten past my walls and sheilds. how did that happen? what magic power did you use so i can tell him? im scared james and im hurt and im angry and i dont know what to do anymore. I dont think he understands why a part of me doesnt trust him and i dont know how to show him without him leaving me....i just feel so lost right now...and you're the only person i can trust with this...
that didnt make me feel better -
find an alternative mode of communication. One that the trolls can't affect.
Rebuild from the damage there.
Talk to him. Be honest. Don't make the conversations too personal until you feel comfortable with each other. Do hypothetical situations, talk about your interests, something that doesn't focus on the distance.
And most of all, send him love. -
james the only way i can talk to him is on here....he doesnt have a phone and he uses his dsi...
ive tried ok...ive tried not making it personal but some times he'll say something that'll make me jealous and then ill get defensive like i always do -
So calm down. Take a breather, ignore the comment. Laugh it off if you have to. But don't let things hurt you.
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