- clarice -
Thread Topic: - clarice -
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i feel so pathetic, honestly.
for missing her, for not having a proper job, for not being in school, for not being able to make myself work out, for being so out of shape, for failing over and over again... -
i really, really f---ing hate myself...
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i feel so, so f---ing pathetic, my ankles hurting after like, ten minutes of walking. i feel like it's never done this before but idk, maybe i just haven't noticed it until recently. it lowk feels like my ankles are gonna shatter? but like, not as intense- it's probably got something to do with how i walk, bc i used to walk on my toes when i was younger instead of walking normally, but i also think it has something to do with how often i've rolled my ankle. i'll literally be walking normally and like, trip a little and roll my ankle. it'll hurt for a little but i just walk it off. it sound be some kind of fracture that's making my ankles hurt, but that would mean having to get an x-ray to check and then i'd have to make my mom spend all that money on me, and i don't want that.
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i just- i don't know what to do, i feel so pathetic and like such a failure...
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You could get pressure socks. Like a type of socks that help when your ankles get swollen and stiff. You can get them on Amazon for really cheap.
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i got some like, ankle brace things and i tried them later on that day when i went for a walk, and i thought they were helping but they just started to hurt again. maybe it was bc i was wearing my sister's running shoes, bc her shoes have like, arch support and stuff, but i don't think it helped and it probably could've just made things worse.
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and they only really hurt bad when i'm like, speed-walking, but my mom said i have to speed walk when we do it bc that's what's actually burning calories and working out my legs n stuff. but it literally hurts really bad and idk if it's making it worse by me speed walking
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and yesterday i decided to use the little treadmill my mom got a while back instead of walking outside, but anytime i went like, to around 2.0-2.6 speed on it, that's when my ankles started hurting. i walked for abt 30 minutes on that thing and i didn't even go a full mile bc i was "going too slow".
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i actually cried. i want to cry now, i just- idk what to do...
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i need to start getting back into the gym or smth tho, bc i cannot do these walks anymore...
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I'm sorry, I hope you feel better. My body is starting to betray me, too; my knees are starting to hurt when walking, apparently, I put too much weight on them the way I walk, although it hasn't gotten too bad yet.
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thanks. i probably need to get checked out or smth bc i am worried it could be a stress fracture from tripping and rolling my ankle too many times and just walking it off lmaoo
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and maybe if i don't do like, speedwalking it won't hurt too bad-
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but my mom says i kinda have to do that when i do walks bc if i'm not i'm not actually "working out".
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my finger hurts :')
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