alexithymia
Thread Topic: alexithymia
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My friend got 16 people to report her because she knows everyone
But she seriously posted that I’m actuslly f---ing done with this
I might take a break from here tomorrow so uh if anyone wants to talk just reach out off site ig -
I didn’t even consider them my opps until they posted that. And the friend I broke up with commented and agreed
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Anyway they know I saw, haven’t deleted the video, and instead blocked me
My friends FaceTimed me from school to ask if I was okay so I feel a bit better -
Forget about the break I need a distraction from this s---
At least I’ve got another page on my character sheet now
This is going to be one hell of a story to tell when I’m older like
“When I was your age the people who’d been my best friends made fun of me on TikTok for being they/them??? Not sure what I did to them but have fun with that kiddo” -
Maybe I’m the bad person
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At least I know who cares about me now. And it’s not that “friend” who didn’t tell me about the video.
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Either the meds are working and I feel less depressed and affected by this or I genuinely do not care
both options are shocking
It’s weird bc part of me knows I’m a good person because I’m constantly told so by the people who matter and the other part just enjoys self doubt -
Self doubt kicking in again but for a different reason
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Nahhhh what the freak
Girl slid into my DMs this morning apologising for the video but it was more like “I’m sorry you got offended by this joke” like??
Anyway idk how she found out I was offended and crashed out bc of it but yk -
This drama is wild
Anyway it’s sorted now -
Maybe I’m a bad person
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Reality is overrated
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I’m probably just faking this
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Anyway I might have sub clinical autism and I might have actual autism who knows
I’m getting so much imposter syndrome because what if I’m just being stupid and want to be neurodivergent sooo bad to explain my stupid emotions but I’m just not
Idk how to explain it its like being a pick me but for mental disorders
Like “I’m just one of the boys” except you’re n o t and I’m scared I’m like that but for neurodivergence
I know I don’t h a v e to be neurodivergent for my feelings to be valid etc etc I just need something to explain everything I need a label -
Some people are so judgemental what
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