Vent thread I'll probably forget about
Thread Topic: Vent thread I'll probably forget about
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ive been having constant nightmares about the ap test whenever i try to get sleep ugh
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like ik im going to fail the test but can i at least get a break from panicking about it while i'm SLEEPING-
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im gonna try to get some more sleep since my sleep schedule's been ass recently
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im going to fail the stupid AP test and disappoint my teacher because i'm one of the only kids in that class she has faith in and i'll be letting her down and i dont want to do that
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spiraling lol
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everyone holds such high expectations of me, and i hold even higher standards. i dont think anything will satisfy me
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all i can think about rn is expectations. I'm expected to get a 4.0 because I got it last term, I'm expected to get advanced scores on English and science because those are MY subjects, I'm expected to pass the AP Geography test because otherwise I've wasted a hundred dollars and a year of school. It's nothing but expectations and I'm sick of feeling like I'm always letting someone down when, god forbid, i act like a normal human being with normal faults and mess ups.
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but I can't complain about it to my friends because most of them aren't perfectionists, especially not about school and s---, so when i vent about it i just sound like i'm humble bragging
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oh s--- he's wanted by the FBI now-
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international news holy s---
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today sucked
i had a lot of really decent classes, but the bad ones overrode them -
Had a homophobic/transphobic lesson on how to not be prejudiced (literally the opposite of what the lesson was SUPPOSED to be) in seminary, got axe bombed and harassed by some teenage boys, and dissected sharks in bio
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the shark dissections weren't AWFUL, ik a lot of people who had a lot of fun, i just wasn't feeling well and axe body spray + shark guts is NOT a fun smell combo
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im actually so sick of these boys they're such pieces of s---
i reported them at least a month ago and nothing has happened -
whenever i feel like s--- i remember how my bio teacher told me he almost unalived himself when he was my age. Now he's a badass adult who's become one of the most important teachers in my life, and someone who's helped with cancer research and helped develop different chemos in college
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