Vent thread I'll probably forget about
Thread Topic: Vent thread I'll probably forget about
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      I hate it when people ask me if I'm okay multiple times.
Ask once, maybe twice, and that's it. I'm a pretty open person, if I'm not okay, I'll probably tell you. You don't have to pry. Asking multiple times sends me down a spiral of "oh wow I must not look alright wtf is wrong with me I thought I was ok but maybe I'm just gaslighting myself" - 
    
      
      Lowkey might be a trigger of some sorts, idk
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      Driven by the fear of being just like my older cousin
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      my moms surgery went well, so that's good
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      Can't tell if the meds are working well or if it's just been a good week but somethings going good so yay
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      the only real meltdowns I've had recently was the nonverbal episode yesterday, and that wasn't even that bad so I'm doing pretty alright
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      ew romance problems
Lowkey wish he never told me he liked me bc we probably would have gotten together if he didn't tell me - 
    
      
      Now I'm just sitting here overthinking every interaction I have with him and panicking about nothing
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      that logic doesn't make sense but sh it's fine
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      Ughhhh he shouldn't have told me
We had a boyfriend dynamic and then he went "hey I actually really like you so if you actually wanna be boyfriends then tell me" and I went "Cool let me overthink everything now and make everything awkward lol" - 
    
      
      Miguire wants me to ask him out so then she can be a defensive bestie and threaten him a bit lmfao
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      Ohhhh s--- I do not feel good
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      It feels like there's something lodged in my throat and an elephant sitting on my chest
I'm just gonna drink some water and hope the feeling goes away - 
    
      
      The feeling in my chest left, but the throat thing is still kinda there
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      If it happens again tomorrow I'll tell my parents
 
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