Dancing In The Rain
Thread Topic: Dancing In The Rain
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      I know my parents try to be good parents and they're trying to better than their parents were and I really, truly appreciate that effort
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      But sometimes one of my parents specifically really just
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      I know they're making an attempt but no one has ever hurt me more than she has
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      When my "friend" turned out to be a backstabber and cursed me out, saying I deserved to die and I was a horrible person, it didn't hurt as much because we weren't as close
But I will never forget what that parent said to me that cut me deeper than anything else - 
    
      
      I cannot count the amount of times she has made me cry or feel small. And the worst thing is that I know she loves me so deeply and that I mean so much to her
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      hey, you're doing awesome and I'm so proud of the person you are, regardless of what anyone might have told you.
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      But I can't win. I can never win. I will lose every time because I don't have a choice
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      Nvm we good now haha
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      I know for a fact that it's probably gonna happen again but she genuinely loves me sm which makes it both easier and harder to bear
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      It's just the way she was raised and she is trying to be better abt that, she's made an effort and it shows
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      @Road - I appreciate it, thank you
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      I can see that she's making an effort to change and she has changed, and because she's done that it gives me a chance to be better for my own children
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      It'll take time but through the generations, we can be better
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      I love her so much but sometimes it can be tough, she probably feels the same way with my sass lol
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      Nothing hurts more than trying to reach through a screen
 
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