Spent Faith
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Thread Topic: Spent Faith
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I trusted you.
And you lied to me.
Just say it to my face. I know what’s happening, and I hate it when you whisper about it behind my back.
I know I’ve been a bad child, but I think that you should stop lying to me as well.
Maybe I am a bad child, but you’re a horrible parent. -
I feel like I'm worth nothing already, you don’t have to make it worse for me by saying I am. Just make it stop.
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Lies...
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I can’t right now.
I want to just not.
Not what, I'm not sure.
Who am I? I'm always changing, I used to be a happy-go-lucky kid. Then a small, angry preteen.
But now? I don’t even know who I am, and honestly, I don’t want to find out. -
......I'll leave you be if you want
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I’d prefer that, thanks
I feel so alone. Everyone is here for me, but I’m scared that they could just vanish into puffs of thin air…
I can’t go through this anymore.
I don’t want to see anyone on her die, whether it be someone I know or not. -
Ok I will
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I can’t hide anymore.
For All The Battles I've Never Fought
You understand what it’s like to want to hide…
Don’t you?
More than anything, I want someone to understand. Everyone here has always been here for me, but it’s been so long since anyone I don’t know well has even talked to me in real life.
Why are they so scared of me…? -
I forgot to hide my posts from recents, dammit
Every time someone asks me if I’m okay, it’s just a reminder that I’ve failed to let them enjoy their own life instead of taking their time to ask a question directed to me…
A piece of s---. -
Why would you ever care about me, a disgusting excuse for a human? If you’re looking out for me because I'm a blessing, I’ll make it so I’m not one, and you can look after yourself and give yourself undivided attention.
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I wish I could just vanish into thin air and cry about what a loser I am
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I want to ignore myself so much right now
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I hate myself so much more than you could ever possibly imagine. I’m not perfect; but you could argue that nobody is. Please, don’t make me laugh.
One day, I’m afraid that I’ll have to leave all of you. Maybe that’s a reason why I hate myself. I'm too trusting, and I learned that the first time.
I know what it’s like to feel pain. Getting revenge on them wasn’t the right thing to do, and it made me feel more empty than ever before. Why was I ever friends with them? I thought I could trust them. -
Self-love is harder than anything I’ve ever tried to do, maybe if I love myself I can be happy, like I was a long ten years ago, a clueless toddler…
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TW: Suicide mentioned
I don’t want to go through what happened eight years ago again. Please, I can still remember what they said to me, I thought it was a joke, I thought we were friends but I fücking almost k1lled myself because of them, they never said anything nice to me, they made these dumb rules I had to follow and I FÜCKING FOLLOWED THOSE RULES
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